萨维亚诺作证 Saviano Tells SNAPIMDb ↗

When you're a poor kid from a poor family, religion counts for a lot. And when a priest pays attention to you, it's a big deal. He asks you to collect the hymnals or take out the trash, you feel special. It's like God asking for help. So maybe it's a little weird when he tells you a dirty joke, but now you got a secret together, so you go along. Then he shows you a porno mag, and you go along. And you go along, and you go along, until one day he asks you to jerk him off or give him a blow job. And so you go along with that, too, because you feel trapped, because he has groomed you. How do you say no to God, right? See, it is important to understand that this is not just physical abuse, it's spiritual abuse, too. And when a priest does this to you, he robs you of your faith. So you reach for the bottle or the needle. Or if those don't work, you jump off a bridge. That's why we call ourselves survivors.

你要是穷孩子、穷人家，宗教就很重要。 神父要是关注你，那可是件大事。 他让你去收赞美诗本 或者去倒垃圾，你会觉得自己被选中了。 就像上帝在请你帮忙。 所以他给你讲荤段子时，也许会觉得有点怪， 可你们已经有了共同的秘密，于是你就顺着。 然后他给你看色情杂志，你还是顺着。 你顺着，再顺着， 直到有一天他让你给他手淫，或者给他口交。 于是那件事你也顺着做了， 因为你觉得自己被困住了， 因为他已经把你一步步养成了。 你要怎么对上帝说不，对吧？ 听着， 必须明白，这不只是身体上的虐待， 也是精神上、信仰上的虐待。 神父对你做这种事，就是把你的信仰抢走。 于是你去抓酒瓶，或者去抓针管。 要是那些都不灵，你就从桥上跳下去。 所以我们才自称幸存者。