broken like a butterfly像斷翅蝴蝶一樣壞掉

And in the morning, we took him to the hospice. And when I started to see Andy fading, I brought the kids in and I said, "The kids have come to say goodbye now, darling." And he said, "I'm going to go soon and I have to go up to heaven because my body's really broken." And Indi went, "Why, daddy?" And he said, "Because my body is broken like a butterfly. When its wing is broken, it really can't fly anymore. It has to go." And he said, "But don't worry because I'm going to go up into the sky and every time you need to see me, I will be there. Just look for me." And that was how he said goodbye to the kids. [crying]

到了早上，我們把他送進了臨終關懷院。 當我開始看到安迪一點點衰弱下去， 我把孩子們帶進來，說：「孩子們來跟你道別了，親愛的。」 他說：「我很快就要走了，我…… 得去天上了，因為我的身體真的壞掉了。」 因迪問：「為什麼呀，爸爸？」 他說：「因為我的身體像蝴蝶一樣，已經壞掉了。 翅膀一斷，它就再也飛不起來了。 只能離開。」 他說：「不過別擔心，我會飛到天上去，以後你們每次想見我，我都在。 只要來找我就好。」 他就是這樣跟孩子們告別的。（抽泣）

And I laid down next to him, and we just laid still and there was this moment where I said to him, "I need you to know how much I love you." And he kind of just sounded, he made this funny noise. He just made this, like, "I love you." He sounded like Rocky after just winning his fight. But, I, you know, I got it. And it was amazing that he, out of nowhere, was able to do that, you know, just to honor. I didn't need to hear it, I know it. I knew it. He just took these big deep breaths and then he just died. It was a very beautiful, peaceful moment. And I felt like he went to suddenly being really strong again.

我躺到他身邊，我們就那樣靜靜地躺著， 就在那一刻，我對他說： 「我要你知道，我有多愛你。」 他像是出了點聲，發出一種很好笑的動靜。 他就那麼，像在說「我愛你」。 他聽起來就像剛打贏比賽的洛奇。 可我，你知道，我聽懂了。 太不可思議了，他不知從哪兒來的力氣，竟然做到了，你懂的，就為了這份心意。 我並不是非要聽他說，我懂他。我一直都懂。 他深深吸了幾口氣，然後就走了。 那是一個非常美好、平靜的時刻。 我覺得他一下子又變得特別有力量了。