《活在當下：安迪·惠特菲爾德的故事》電影獨白跟讀

But the cancer is back.

Even if it takes years, we are capable, together, Andy and I, of making extraordinary things happen.

He just can't sit back and take the abuse.

What I want for us now is to be really clear about what we want from this journey and that is...

To me, it's very simple.

Andy is literally on hoof running from...

Sometimes what you're getting is this unprocessed me, you know, like I might,

and now I will tell about the sixth house, about your health.

I already knew that the next year was going to be kind of tough with treatment and recovery.

No, I don't want that.

I feel so torn in so many different ways

Andy was booked in to go in for chemo and he got there and they decided that what they were going to do is run a scan to make sure there were no surprises.

I came out of the second lot of chemo.

They rang the next day and said, "They've offered you the lead role in this movie.

From that, I got an American agent and manager and flew to America and a year later I had Spartacus.

This drug that we're going to give you now

I don't know what effect it's having on the children.

Hello, lovely folk.

And I guess I was the other side.

When I met Andy, I'd met someone to walk beside and that feeling was overwhelming.

Andy was really sleep deprived and exhausted and our oncologist basically just stormed in there like a bull in a China shop with a bunch of other registrars around him and read Andy the Riot Act on his chances being slim and it could be a choice if he wanted to just not go ahead.

Yeah. I guess for the last few days, I've been facing my own mortality.

I think you should just feel it.

I'm just trying to find some serenity, and some calm in it.

Five minutes.

My mum was coming initially because I was getting a stem cell transplant and that's not going to happen now.

is to get clearer, get a snapshot of where you guys think we're at and

You've got to get through it.

I mean, that was the one thing I didn't want.

I just get a sense that something like cancer has a switch and...

I want to continue this life with seeing my children grow up.

And in the morning, we took him to the hospice.

And I laid down next to him, and we just laid still