blow your mind讓人震撼到極點

I have so much to tell you. I don't know where to start. I wanna tell you everything about myself, everything you don't know. Do you like these glasses? Crystal. Beautiful. I bought them just for you. There's something about them. Just the simplicity of them. But if you don't like them, if there's even an inkling, even a doubt in your mind... Sometimes during the day I'll just be doing the simplest things. I'll be taking a bath and I'll say to myself: "Heh, I wonder if Jerry's taking a bath right now." And I just hope, you know, you're not drowning or something, heh. I just get really worried about you, like something terrible's gonna happen. And I have these daydreams that I'm out with you at the golf course... ...driving your cart, just driving around. "You need a putter, Jer?" You know? Heh-heh-heh. "Need an iron?" I don't even know how to play golf. I played with my parents once, my dad, but... I love you. I've never told my parents that I love them. They never told me they loved me either, which was fine with me. But I love you. Want some wine? No? Okay. I'm not in the mood to drink either though. But I'm sure in the mood to be alone with you. Why don't we just clear off the table? I was thinking why don't we go upstairs, but that's so predictable. Let's just take everything off the table and do it right here. That would blow your mind. It would blow my mind. I've never done anything like that. I've never even had anybody over for dinner, let alone made love on the table. But I just wanna do that. I just wanna dance. I just wanna, like, put on some Shirelles. I wanna be black. Wouldn't that be insane? God. You know who I wish I was tonight? I wish I was Tina Turner, just dancing through the room.

我有好多話想跟你說。都不知道從哪兒說起。 我想把我的一切都告訴你，那些你還不知道的事。 你喜歡這些杯子嗎？水晶的。很漂亮吧。專門給你買的。 它們有點特別。就是那種簡簡單單的感覺。 但你要是不喜歡，哪怕只有一點點，心裡哪怕有一絲猶豫…… 有時候白天，我就做些最簡單的事。 我洗澡的時候會對自己說：「嘿，不知道傑裡這會兒是不是也在洗澡。」 我就盼著，你知道吧，你別淹著什麼的，嘿。 我特別擔心你，總覺得會出什麼可怕的事。 我總做白日夢，夢見跟你一起在高爾夫球場…… ……開著你的球車，到處轉悠。 「你需要推杆嗎，傑裡？」你懂吧？嘿嘿嘿。 「要鐵桿嗎？」 我根本不會打高爾夫。就跟爸媽打過一次，跟我爸，可是…… 我愛你。 我從沒跟爸媽說過我愛他們。 他們也從沒說過愛我，我倒無所謂。 但我愛你。 要喝點酒嗎？不要？好吧。 其實我也沒心情喝。 但我真的很想跟你單獨待著。 咱們幹嘛不把桌子清乾淨？ 我本來想咱們上樓去，可那也太老套了。 乾脆把桌上東西都拿走，就在這兒做。 那準會讓你目瞪口呆。我也會。這種事我從沒幹過。 我連請人回家吃飯都沒有過，更別說在桌上做愛了。 可我就想那樣。我就想跳舞。我就想，放點雪瑞爾樂隊的歌。 我想變成黑人。 那是不是特別瘋？ 天哪。你知道我今晚希望自己是誰嗎？ 我希望自己是蒂娜·特納，在房間裡一路跳著舞。