gone straight改邪歸正

I'm very hungry, actually. Um, so then I ran away when I was 14. Mm-hmm. And it was terrible because we fought all the time, Lenny. Finally, he committed suicide. And for years I thought it was because of my cooking. He always hated my clam sauce. And so then I kicked around from Chicago, Philadelphia, you know. All over the place. And I ended up here. You never thought of just getting a regular job? Oh, yeah. Sure, I did. No, I did things. I waited on tables. I worked in a massage parlor. I did phone sex. Now and then I would, you know, turn a few tricks in order to make some dough. And one day my friend Susie calls me and she asks me if I want to be in a film. Something called Snatch Happy. And I said, "Sure." And I remember I was very nervous... because I'd never done it in front of people with a camera before, you know. And so there I am on the first day, on the set. And there's this guy fucking me from behind, right? And there's these two huge guys dressed like cops in my mouth at the same time. And I remember thinking to myself, "I like acting. I wanna study."

其實我很餓。呃，然後我十四歲那年離家出走了。 嗯哼。 那可慘了，因為我們成天吵架，倫尼。 最後，他自殺了。 好多年我都以為是因為我做飯的緣故。 他一直討厭我做的蛤蜊醬。 後來我就從芝加哥、費城一路漂泊，你懂的。 到處混。最後我就到了這裡。 你就沒想過找份正經工作？ 哦，想過，當然想過。不，我做過不少事。 我端過盤子，在按摩院工作過，還做過電話性愛。 我有時候也會接點皮肉活兒，為了賺點錢。 有一天，我的朋友蘇西給我打電話，問我想不想演一部電影。 片名好像叫《Snatch Happy》。我說：“好啊。” 我記得當時特別緊張…… 因為以前從沒在有攝像機的情況下，當著別人做過那種事，你懂的。 所以第一天我就到了片場。 結果有個傢伙從後面操我，對吧？ 同時還有兩個打扮成警察的大塊頭在我嘴裡。 我記得我當時還在想：“我喜歡演戲，我要去學習。”