cleaned up my act改邪歸正

Um, and this... my father's business partner... He'd come by the house fairly often, right? And one day he told me that he was in love with me, right? And I was very flattered, to say the least. He was, he was real bright and single. And we started having this affair. Naturally, we told nobody. So now I have this friend Jane. And her parents, they were divorced. And her father Jerry developed this mad crush over me, right? Um, and before long, I was seeing both these men. And instead of being happy, I was, I was just miserable. And I couldn'tget my feelings straight. And so I went to an analyst. And... I tried for a few months to work things out. And then, one day, my analyst said that... that he was gonna stop treating me because he felt it wasn't the thing to do since he was falling in love with me. I was taken with him. I mean, you can imagine. He's, he's quite brilliant. And I started seeing him. And I did. I broke off from the other two. But something inside me told me that he couldn't be a very stable person, I mean, let alone a good analyst. So, I never really let things get too far with him. Um, then one night I met Carl, and he was very sweet and he really came on with me. And I came to my senses, and I said to myself, "What am I doing with these older men, "you know? So I, I cleaned up my act. And I've been dating Carl. But, as you can see, Richard is so unstable. He really took it badly.

嗯，然後這個……我父親的生意合夥人…… 他常來家裡坐，對吧？ 有一天他跟我說他愛上我了，對吧？ 我當時受寵若驚，至少可以這麼說。 他，他特別聰明，又單身。 然後我們就開始偷情了。 當然，誰也沒告訴。 然後我有個朋友叫簡。 她父母離婚了。 她爸爸傑裡對我迷得不行，對吧？ 嗯，沒過多久，這兩個男的我都在來往。 可我不但沒開心，我，我只覺得痛苦。 我根本理不清自己的感情。 於是我去看了心理分析師。 然後……我試了幾個月，想把事情理順。 後來有一天，我的分析師說…… 說他要停止給我治療，因為他覺得自己愛上我了，再治就不合適。 我也被他吸引了。 我是說，你能想像。他，他相當出色。 然後我開始跟他約會。 我真這麼做了。另外兩個我都斷了。 可我心裡有個聲音說，他這人肯定不太穩，更別提當個好分析師了。 所以，我從沒讓這段走得太遠。 嗯，後來有天晚上我遇見卡爾，他特別甜，而且一個勁兒地追我。 然後我醒過神來，對自己說：“我跟這些老男人在一起幹什麼，”你知道嗎？ 所以我，我收心了。 然後我一直在跟卡爾約會。 可是，你也看見了，理查德太不穩了。 他反應特別激烈。