gather things to move
I'm packing up the apartment because we're moving house on Friday.Be Here Now · 2015 — 第 26 / 27 章 · 4'00" · B2
With Andy no longer able to manage the stairs, the family is moving on Friday, and his mum has flown in to stay. Vashti keeps everything running while Andy juggles pain and numbness, still hoping for treatment in New Zealand. The scene turns tender as he tells his children, "I'll be at the end of the phone."
The family is moving out of the apartment because Andy can't climb the stairs anymore, and his mum has come from Wales to help. Vashti packs while Andy deals with pain, numbness, and the loss of independence. He talks about wanting to watch his children grow up and about travelling to New Zealand for treatment, then tells the kids he'll always be at the end of the phone.
注目の表現
smile through somethingget where something is atget throughbring up a child
このシーンの表現
when all is said and done
Andy closes with it, telling his family to stop fighting what has already happened.
At the end of the day, we did what we could with the time we had.
keep smiling despite pain
know the real state of things
survive and come out the other side
raise a child
reachable by phone any time
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gather things to move
I'm packing up the apartment because we're moving house on Friday.move to a new home
I'm packing up the apartment because we're moving house on Friday.not anymore
What sparked that was that Andy can no longer do the stairs.subject and predicative clause: A what-clause is the subject, and that-clause after was explains the cause.
What sparked that was that Andy can no longer do the stairs.Stress no to underline that he cannot do it anymore.
What sparked that was that Andy can no longer do the stairs.stay near someone
to see us, stay with us, see Andy, just be around.keep smiling despite pain
Vashti says no one can just smile through this by insisting everything is fine.
There's no smiling through it saying, "Everything's fine."negative there be: There is no doing something means it simply cannot be done.
There's no smiling through it saying, "Everything's fine."know the real state of things
Vashti praises her mother-in-law for seeing exactly where the illness has left the family.
And she gets where the situation is at.sort something out
Anyway, we'll work all that out later.kind of — Softens a statement; keep it out of formal writing.
I'm sort of juggling painright now
and insanity at the moment, and on top of that, my left leg started to get numb.and besides that
and insanity at the moment, and on top of that, my left leg started to get numb.go numb
and insanity at the moment, and on top of that, my left leg started to get numb.Link on top of so it runs together as one string.
and insanity at the moment, and on top of that, my left leg started to get numb.In fast speech going to weakens and often sounds like gonna.
Are you going to be okay getting down, honey?darling — A warm address for family or a partner, not strangers.
Are you going to be okay getting down, honey?Link a and real so they sound like one word.
It's going to be a real adjustment.keep room for something
and holding a space for that being possible and then seeing the breakdown, you know,help someone do something
So, I need to support him to do something to stop that acceleration.discover
reverse it if you find out where that switch is.a mild swear — Mild swearing; avoid it at work or in class.
But, damn, it would be goodpreposition plus which: At which introduces a relative clause describing the speed of change.
The speed at which things are moving or have changed.keep going with something
anxiety and I'm not really sure where Vashti is with this because she's doing an incredible job of just getting on with everything.embedded question: The where-clause is the object of sure and keeps statement word order.
anxiety and I'm not really sure where Vashti is with this because she's doing an incredible job of just getting on with everything.feel proud of you
I'm really proud of you, daddy.dad — A child's word for father, or a fond address.
I'm really proud of you, daddy.an affectionate name for dad — Baby talk inside a family, not for outsiders.
Big give cuddles to daddy bear.take care of
We've got to look after the house, okay?become an adult
I want to continue this life with seeing my children grow up.survive
But let's say I didn't make it.raise a child
Andy imagines Vashti bringing up their kids well if he is not there.
You know, she's bring up our kids and my kids would have an extraordinary life.conditional would: Would have imagines a future outcome under an earlier if-clause.
You know, she's bring up our kids and my kids would have an extraordinary life.reachable by phone any time
Before leaving for treatment, Andy promises his child he will always be reachable by phone.
I'll be at the end of the phone, okay?when all is said and done
Andy closes with it, telling his family to stop fighting what has already happened.
You know at the end of the day, life happens.End of the links up and can sound like en-da.
You know at the end of the day, life happens.The move is the clearest sign yet of how the illness is reshaping ordinary life: Andy can't do the stairs, so the family has to leave the apartment. Vashti narrates it matter-of-factly, admitting there's no faking her way through it — "There's no smiling through it saying, 'Everything's fine.'" Andy, meanwhile, is direct about the regression he feels, from the pain to the numb leg to relearning how to get down the stairs. What keeps the scene from despair is the way both of them keep planning: acupuncture in New Zealand, a "switch" he hopes to find and reverse. And when he imagines not making it, it isn't dramatic — he simply trusts that Vashti "would get through" and that the kids would have an extraordinary life. "I'll be at the end of the phone" is his way of staying a father even from a distance.
I want to continue this life with seeing my children grow up.What he's fighting for, stated simply: not a career or a cure in the abstract, but the ordinary future of watching his kids grow up.
I'll be at the end of the phone, okay?A father's promise to his children — he can't be there in person, but he'll always be reachable. It turns absence into presence.
You know at the end of the day, life happens.His summary of everything: life simply happens, good and bad, and the only response is to meet it rather than deny it.
I'm packing up the apartment because we're moving house on Friday.The domestic logistics of illness: a family forced to relocate because the stairs have become impossible.
I just think it's all a part of some amazing journey, you know?He frames even the worst of it as one part of a larger journey, which is how he makes the suffering bearable.
Because Andy can no longer climb the stairs, so the apartment no longer works for him. The move is one of the everyday changes the illness has forced on them.
He wants to go to New Zealand for acupuncture and other therapies, hoping to find a 'switch' that could reverse the disease and produce real changes in his body.
If he doesn't make it, he trusts that Vashti would get through and bring up the kids, and that they would still have an extraordinary life.
It means 'in the end' or 'ultimately.' Andy uses it to say that life simply happens, and you shouldn't deny that — you should experience it.
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第 2 章that's how we rollAndy Wins the Role of Spartacus
第 3 章breeze throughAndy Whitfield's Cancer Returns
第 4 章second opinionAndy and Vashti Get a Second Opinion
第 5 章crossroadsAndy and Vashti Face a Crossroads
第 6 章here's the thingAndy Asks Vashti for Support
第 7 章good for someoneAndy Visits an Indian Astrologer
第 8 章go with the flowAndy Learns to Go With the Flow
第 9 章six packAndy Comes Home After Chemo
第 10 章lost my mindAndy's Bad Reaction to Chemo
第 11 章make a differenceAndy's Mum Comes to Help
第 12 章wipe outAndy Toasts Another Year of Adventure
第 13 章on the back burnerAndy's Long Road to Acting
第 14 章the big gunsAndy Mourns His Lost Career
第 15 章broach the subjectAndy Shaves His Hair With the Kids
第 16 章be there for someoneVashti Reads the Update to Andy
第 17 章have your cake and eat itHow Andy and Vashti Met
第 18 章bull in a china shopThe Doctor Reads Andy the Riot Act
第 19 章make or breakAndy Faces His Own Mortality
第 20 章made peace withDo What's in Your Heart
第 21 章wiped outAndy Turns Fear Into Love
第 22 章battle throughAndy's Scan Results and Radiation
第 23 章live with somethingAndy Gets Back to Work
第 24 章draw a line in the sandAndy Gets the Bad Scan Results
第 25 章buy timeDoctors Give Andy Three to Six Months
再生中 · 第 26 章at the end of the dayAndy and Vashti Move House
第 27 章broken like a butterflyAndy Says Goodbye to His Kids