not disappear
Season one of Spartacus finished, and I was in a lot of, a lot of pain at the end of that, and wasn't sure what it was and it wasn't going away.Be Here Now · 2015 — 第 3 / 27 章 · 4'18" · B2
A season of Spartacus ends and a phone call changes everything: Andy tells his wife he thinks he has cancer. The doctors promise he will "breeze through" treatment, and for a while he does — until a routine insurance scan finds the disease again, and the conversation shifts from cure to how long he has.
After finishing season one of Spartacus, Andy Whitfield develops pain that will not go away. His wife Vashti races across Sydney to the hospital, where an X-ray shows a body covered in dark patches. The diagnosis is stage four Non-Hodgkin's lymphoma. He goes through chemotherapy, reaches remission, then learns during an insurance scan that the cancer has returned.
注目の表現
in troublebreeze throughback on trackadd up
このシーンの表現
pass easily
The oncologist reassures Vashti that the treatment will be easy for her.
He breezed through the interview and got the job.
in difficulty
back to normal
make sense
fix roughly
willing to accept
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not disappear
Season one of Spartacus finished, and I was in a lot of, a lot of pain at the end of that, and wasn't sure what it was and it wasn't going away.noun clause: A noun clause after not sure names the unknown thing; here it is not a question.
Season one of Spartacus finished, and I was in a lot of, a lot of pain at the end of that, and wasn't sure what it was and it wasn't going away.receive a phone call
I got a call saying, "Hon, I'm in trouble."dear — An affectionate term between partners.
I got a call saying, "Hon, I'm in trouble."visit someone
You've just gone to see a sport's doctor."finally become
I ended up being diagnosed with Non-hodgkin's Lymphoma, and it was pretty extreme.with the aim of
It was stage four at the time, and so everything went on hold with a view to coming back.suspended
It was stage four at the time, and so everything went on hold with a view to coming back.endure
The whole treatment, Andy had to go through the chemotherapy, but he did it extraordinarily gracefully,start loving
I really fell in love with him even more through that.raced — A playful exaggeration in casual talk.
Everything got back on track and I galloped to the next season, season two.total stranger
It was, it was kind of, you know, profound and moving to get such a connection from complete strangers.Link the final d of profound into and so the two words run together.
It was, it was kind of, you know, profound and moving to get such a connection from complete strangers.sort of — A casual hedge; avoid it in formal writing.
It was, it was kind of, you know, profound and moving to get such a connection from complete strangers.a boost
You gave me a great lift when I needed it.a small part
And they found a resilient little subset of cellsThe will in you'll weakens to a light sound in fast speech.
and they said, "You know, if you do nothing, you'll be dead within three to six months."originally
You can patch it up, but does it take away the conditions that created it and maintained it in the first place?relative clause: The relative clause describes which conditions are meant, not a new action.
You can patch it up, but does it take away the conditions that created it and maintained it in the first place?subject clause: The what-clause is the subject: what I want now is to be clear.
What I want for us now is to be really clear about what we want from this journey and that is...learn from one another
to just learn from each other, grow from it, and not be frightened by it.destined
this is all meant to be.staying in the moment
Be here now is all about being present and not fearing what you don't know.gerund phrase: The gerund phrase not fearing parallels being present after all about.
Be here now is all about being present and not fearing what you don't know.not know at all
And so I feel really passionate and inspired to do this even though I have no idea how it's going to turn out.In relaxed speech going to often reduces to gonna.
And so I feel really passionate and inspired to do this even though I have no idea how it's going to turn out.The scene is built on a cruel contrast. The oncologist's reassurance — "You're young and healthy. You'll just breeze through the treatment" — becomes the reason Andy is not afraid, and it is also the reason the relapse hits so hard. His own reaction is not panic but a question: "how do you fix something if you don't know the cause?" That question reframes the whole illness, moving it from a medical event into a search for meaning. By the end, the film's title arrives as an answer: "Be here now is all about being present and not fearing what you don't know." The chapter turns a diagnosis-and-relapse sequence into a statement about how to live with uncertainty.
Be here now is all about being present and not fearing what you don't know.The film's title, stated as a philosophy: stay in the present moment and refuse to be ruled by uncertainty about the future.
You gave me a great lift when I needed it.Andy thanks the fans directly. Their messages arrived during treatment and gave him emotional support when he was weakest.
I'm open to the journey and to the discoveries and to the adventure of all of this.He frames the illness as a journey he will take willingly, turning a medical ordeal into something to explore rather than simply endure.
I went into remission, which was great.A plain summary of the good news after treatment. Remission means the disease has eased, but as the scene shows, it is not the same as a cure.
And so I feel really passionate and inspired to do this even though I have no idea how it's going to turn out.He commits to the path without knowing the outcome, which is the chapter's closing note: act fully while accepting that the ending is unknown.
It was routine, meant only to confirm Andy was still in remission. Instead it found a resilient subset of cells, and the doctors warn that without treatment he has three to six months.
He asks the oncologist what causes his disease and gets no answer. He argues that patching it up does not remove the conditions that created and maintained it.
He says he wants them to learn from each other, grow, and not be frightened. He believes it is all meant to be and is open to where the adventure leads.
He plans to return and heads toward season two, but the insurance scan before filming reveals the cancer has returned, so the comeback is derailed.
次のチャプター · 第 4 章second opinionAndy and Vashti Get a Second Opinion
第 1 章take it day by dayAndy Shows His Kids the Sword
第 2 章that's how we rollAndy Wins the Role of Spartacus
再生中 · 第 3 章breeze throughAndy Whitfield's Cancer Returns
第 4 章second opinionAndy and Vashti Get a Second Opinion
第 5 章crossroadsAndy and Vashti Face a Crossroads
第 6 章here's the thingAndy Asks Vashti for Support
第 7 章good for someoneAndy Visits an Indian Astrologer
第 8 章go with the flowAndy Learns to Go With the Flow
第 9 章six packAndy Comes Home After Chemo
第 10 章lost my mindAndy's Bad Reaction to Chemo
第 11 章make a differenceAndy's Mum Comes to Help
第 12 章wipe outAndy Toasts Another Year of Adventure
第 13 章on the back burnerAndy's Long Road to Acting
第 14 章the big gunsAndy Mourns His Lost Career
第 15 章broach the subjectAndy Shaves His Hair With the Kids
第 16 章be there for someoneVashti Reads the Update to Andy
第 17 章have your cake and eat itHow Andy and Vashti Met
第 18 章bull in a china shopThe Doctor Reads Andy the Riot Act
第 19 章make or breakAndy Faces His Own Mortality
第 20 章made peace withDo What's in Your Heart
第 21 章wiped outAndy Turns Fear Into Love
第 22 章battle throughAndy's Scan Results and Radiation
第 23 章live with somethingAndy Gets Back to Work
第 24 章draw a line in the sandAndy Gets the Bad Scan Results
第 25 章buy timeDoctors Give Andy Three to Six Months
第 26 章at the end of the dayAndy and Vashti Move House
第 27 章broken like a butterflyAndy Says Goodbye to His Kids