many different kinds
And I've had all sorts of fucking scary information about what that means.Be Here Now · 2015 — 第 4 / 27 章 · 3'24" · B2
The chapter opens with the news that the lymphoma has returned, then moves into a consultation. A specialist explains the treatment in plain stages and refuses to pretend it is easy. What overwhelms the couple is the honesty: "It just feels really good to hear it said with such grace."
Vashti and Andy are reeling from the news that Andy's lymphoma has come back. They go for a second opinion, where a specialist lays out the plan: more chemotherapy, stem cell collection, and a transplant. He says they have time to decide, and the couple leaves relieved to be spoken to honestly.
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fuckingsecond opinionhappily ever afterbone marrow
このシーンの表現
another doctor's view
The couple have come for another doctor's view of whether the treatment can really work.
Before the surgery, she wanted a second opinion.
an intensifying swear word
a happy ending forever
tissue inside bones
proceed to act
joke about women crying
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many different kinds
And I've had all sorts of fucking scary information about what that means.Link all sorts of smoothly; the t in sorts nearly disappears.
And I've had all sorts of fucking scary information about what that means.an intensifying swear — A swear used for emphasis; keep it out of formal talk.
And I've had all sorts of fucking scary information about what that means.made numb by
I think I'm just so numb from too much informationwhat someone feels
that I just don't know how I feel right now.The t in don't often drops before know in fast speech.
that I just don't know how I feel right now.another doctor's view
The couple have come for another doctor's view of whether the treatment can really work.
Let's go in with the context of just hearing about a second opinion and make sure that the treatmentinfluence something
will actually have some effect on overpowering the cancer.surviving long term
The best chance of long term survival, long term remission,a happy ending forever
The doctor frames the treatment as a route to a fairy-tale ending: survive, then live well.
living happily ever after, is to have some reinduction therapy and then get your stem cells collected, and then have a stem cell transplant.tell me the reason
And can you explain to me what the principle is?gather stem cells
During one or both of those, we'll collect stem cells.defeat the disease
Then, we'll do phase B, which is the big dose of chemotherapy, the biggest hammer to knock the disease out.relative clause: The which clause only adds detail about phase B; it is not the main point.
Then, we'll do phase B, which is the big dose of chemotherapy, the biggest hammer to knock the disease out.tissue inside bones
The doctor explains that the transplant is used to rescue the marrow after heavy chemotherapy.
Then, we'll look at your own bone marrow.immediately when
But as soon as we've done the chemotherapy, we rescue your bone marrow with the stem cell transplant.time clause: As soon as marks that the rescue happens right after the chemotherapy ends.
But as soon as we've done the chemotherapy, we rescue your bone marrow with the stem cell transplant.As soon as runs together as one chunk when spoken quickly.
But as soon as we've done the chemotherapy, we rescue your bone marrow with the stem cell transplant.just go and do it
You have to be convinced that this is the right treatment and then get on and do it.object clause: The that clause spells out exactly what you must be convinced of.
You have to be convinced that this is the right treatment and then get on and do it.And reduces to a weak sound and links across get on.
You have to be convinced that this is the right treatment and then get on and do it.a small amount of time
We have a little bit of time.feel a weight lift
I just feel so relieved, just speaking to someone who's speaking about it without this like, "You don't do this.so gracefully
It just feels really good to hear it said with such grace and I know nothing's a certain, but it just feels strangely more supportive.kind of, sort of — A hesitant, casual agreement among friends.
Sort of.this impact on
Do you have this effect on everyone?cancer under control
Vashti quotes her own oncologist's plan: chemotherapy, then remission, then the transplant.
My oncologist said, "Let's do some rounds of chemo, get it in remission, do the stem cell transplant,chemotherapy, informally — Everyday shorthand; write chemotherapy in formal texts.
My oncologist said, "Let's do some rounds of chemo, get it in remission, do the stem cell transplant,The scene is really about how bad news is delivered. The first voice describes being numb — too much information, no clear feeling — which is what makes the consultation that follows such a relief. The specialist refuses to soften the medical facts: he lists the phases, says the treatment is the best chance of long-term survival, and tells them plainly that they must believe in it before they commit. Crucially, he adds that it does not have to start tomorrow. That small allowance is what changes the tone. "It just feels really good to hear it said with such grace," one of them says, and the tears are a release rather than despair. Against the earlier panic and the fear of being told you will die, the honest explanation becomes a kind of comfort.
You have to be convinced that this is the right treatment and then get on and do it.The specialist's condition for success: belief first, then action. He is telling Andy that a half-hearted patient makes the treatment harder.
It just feels really good to hear it said with such grace and I know nothing's a certain, but it just feels strangely more supportive.Why the honest consultation is a relief. What helps is not optimism but being treated as an adult, without doom being added on top of the diagnosis.
To me, it's very simple.The specialist's blunt opening. It sets his manner: no hedging, no false comfort, just the path he believes in.
But it doesn't mean do it tomorrow.A small but kind clarification. It gives the couple room to decide, and turns a terrifying plan into something they can approach at their own pace.
And I'm starting to panic, again.The relief does not last the day. It closes the chapter on the fear that keeps returning, no matter how good the conversation was.
That Andy's lymphoma has come back. The voiceover describes the weekend after the news, and how the couple has heard too much frightening information to feel anything clearly.
To hear another specialist confirm whether the planned treatment will actually work. The couple wants to know the treatment will have an effect on overpowering the cancer before they commit.
Reinduction chemotherapy in two cycles, collecting stem cells, then a high-dose round followed by a stem cell transplant to rescue the bone marrow. He calls it the best chance of long-term survival.
Because the specialist says it does not have to start tomorrow. That small allowance turns a terrifying plan into a decision the couple can make without being cornered.
On Andy's voice, saying he feels liberated but is tired as night comes, and that he is starting to panic again. The fear returns after the relief.
次のチャプター · 第 5 章crossroadsAndy and Vashti Face a Crossroads
第 1 章take it day by dayAndy Shows His Kids the Sword
第 2 章that's how we rollAndy Wins the Role of Spartacus
第 3 章breeze throughAndy Whitfield's Cancer Returns
再生中 · 第 4 章second opinionAndy and Vashti Get a Second Opinion
第 5 章crossroadsAndy and Vashti Face a Crossroads
第 6 章here's the thingAndy Asks Vashti for Support
第 7 章good for someoneAndy Visits an Indian Astrologer
第 8 章go with the flowAndy Learns to Go With the Flow
第 9 章six packAndy Comes Home After Chemo
第 10 章lost my mindAndy's Bad Reaction to Chemo
第 11 章make a differenceAndy's Mum Comes to Help
第 12 章wipe outAndy Toasts Another Year of Adventure
第 13 章on the back burnerAndy's Long Road to Acting
第 14 章the big gunsAndy Mourns His Lost Career
第 15 章broach the subjectAndy Shaves His Hair With the Kids
第 16 章be there for someoneVashti Reads the Update to Andy
第 17 章have your cake and eat itHow Andy and Vashti Met
第 18 章bull in a china shopThe Doctor Reads Andy the Riot Act
第 19 章make or breakAndy Faces His Own Mortality
第 20 章made peace withDo What's in Your Heart
第 21 章wiped outAndy Turns Fear Into Love
第 22 章battle throughAndy's Scan Results and Radiation
第 23 章live with somethingAndy Gets Back to Work
第 24 章draw a line in the sandAndy Gets the Bad Scan Results
第 25 章buy timeDoctors Give Andy Three to Six Months
第 26 章at the end of the dayAndy and Vashti Move House
第 27 章broken like a butterflyAndy Says Goodbye to His Kids