treatment with radiation
I've been doing the radiation therapy for about a week and a half.Be Here Now · 2015 — 第 23 / 27 章 · 2'56" · B2
Radiation has eased the pain enough that Andy says he is "looking more normal now," and he heads to Fox Studios for an audition. But the transplant is cancelled and his parents are sent home. "The good stuff is what's going on right now," he says, deciding not to put life on hold until the illness ends.
Andy has been doing radiation for a week and a half, and it has brought remarkable pain relief. He looks more normal, feels better daily, and is back in the ordinary grind of life. He feels ready to work and goes to Fox Studios to audition with a friend. Meanwhile the stem cell transplant is off, his parents head home, and the family accepts they must live with lymphoma.
注目の表現
Do you see me smiling?the grindget throughhold fast
このシーンの表現
accept and cope with a condition
Andy and Vashti say the family now knows it must live alongside the lymphoma long term.
You learn to live with the noise of the city.
a weary rhetorical no
the daily routine that wears you down
survive a hard spell
hold on firmly to a belief
pause something for now
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treatment with radiation
I've been doing the radiation therapy for about a week and a half.In fast speech do you can blur into d'ya.
Do you see me smiling?lessening of pain
I've had remarkable, remarkable pain relief.the tiring daily routine
I'm back in the normal grind of life, which is nice.relative clause: The which clause comments on the whole idea before it, not on a single noun.
I'm back in the normal grind of life, which is nice.tiring routine — Informal for a tiring routine; not for formal writing.
I'm back in the normal grind of life, which is nice.return to a task
You know, I'm ready for work and I've been wondering when I can get back to it.perfect continuous: The perfect continuous shows the wondering started earlier and is still going on.
You know, I'm ready for work and I've been wondering when I can get back to it.attend an audition
We both have an audition, my friend Jai here,be supposed to: Be supposed to marks what was expected; here it points out a missed duty.
You were supposed to learn the lines.Supposed to is often said supposeta, with the t dropped.
You were supposed to learn the lines.survive a hard time
I'll be alright. I'll get through it.hold firmly to a belief
But we all, all must hold fast in our belief that the Lord's light will burn eternal.first time in a long time
For the first time in a while,happening at this moment
Because, really, the good stuff is what's going on right now.Link stuff and is so they sound like stuff-iz.
Because, really, the good stuff is what's going on right now.things in general — A casual catch-all for things; avoid it in formal writing.
Because, really, the good stuff is what's going on right now.pass time with someone
Our highlight has been how much time my children got to spend with their grandparentsa treatment replacing stem cells
Andy explains that his mother came for a stem cell transplant that is now cancelled.
My mum was coming initially because I was getting a stem cell transplant and that's not going to happen now.last for a period
This thing is going to go on for a little while.take a rest
So you know, let's all have a break."keep going as before
At the farewell everyone holds it in, and carry on is how they say life must go on.
We'll just carry on, you know?an affectionate address — Affectionate only with people close to you.
-Bye, gorgeous. -Thanks, Dad.make it far easier
You've made this journey so much easier. I mean it.accept and cope with a condition
Andy and Vashti say the family now knows it must live alongside the lymphoma long term.
But as a family, we're much clearer now that we're going to have to try to live with lymphoma.Going to and have to reduce to gonna and hafta in speech.
But as a family, we're much clearer now that we're going to have to try to live with lymphoma.The title of the chapter is ironic. Andy is "back to normal," but the transplant that might have offered a cure has been cancelled, so normal now means living with cancer. The scene moves between two registers: the lightness of an audition at Fox Studios, where he jokes about not learning his lines, and the weight of his parents leaving because there is nothing more they can do for now. The line that ties it together is Andy's: "Because, really, the good stuff is what's going on right now." It is a deliberate refusal to postpone joy until the illness is over. The family does not pretend this is a happy ending; they say it plainly — they are going to have to "live with lymphoma."
Because, really, the good stuff is what's going on right now.He refuses to save happiness for after the illness. The present, ordinary moment is the good part.
You've made this journey so much easier. I mean it.A sincere thank-you to his parents for their support, turning the goodbye into gratitude rather than sadness.
But as a family, we're much clearer now that we're going to have to try to live with lymphoma.The family accepts the cancer may not be cured, and adjusts to treating it as something to live alongside.
I've had remarkable, remarkable pain relief.Radiation is working on the pain even if it is not a cure, giving him back ordinary comfort.
You know, I'm looking more normal now and feeling better everyday and my energy's coming back.He notices visible recovery: appearance, mood, and energy are returning, which is why he feels ready for work.
The stem cell transplant is no longer happening, so his parents are sent home. The family accepts that the illness will continue for a while and that they have to live with it.
He has pain relief and his energy is returning, so he feels ready. He goes to Fox Studios to audition for the same movie as his friend, for a different character.
Because the situation will go on for a while and there is no treatment event to stay for now. The family decides everyone should take a break rather than wait around.
He is done putting life on hold until the illness ends. He argues that the present moments, including the time the children spent with their grandparents, are the good part.
They supported the family through the journey, and he says they made it much easier. The goodbye is grateful rather than final.
次のチャプター · 第 24 章draw a line in the sandAndy Gets the Bad Scan Results
第 1 章take it day by dayAndy Shows His Kids the Sword
第 2 章that's how we rollAndy Wins the Role of Spartacus
第 3 章breeze throughAndy Whitfield's Cancer Returns
第 4 章second opinionAndy and Vashti Get a Second Opinion
第 5 章crossroadsAndy and Vashti Face a Crossroads
第 6 章here's the thingAndy Asks Vashti for Support
第 7 章good for someoneAndy Visits an Indian Astrologer
第 8 章go with the flowAndy Learns to Go With the Flow
第 9 章six packAndy Comes Home After Chemo
第 10 章lost my mindAndy's Bad Reaction to Chemo
第 11 章make a differenceAndy's Mum Comes to Help
第 12 章wipe outAndy Toasts Another Year of Adventure
第 13 章on the back burnerAndy's Long Road to Acting
第 14 章the big gunsAndy Mourns His Lost Career
第 15 章broach the subjectAndy Shaves His Hair With the Kids
第 16 章be there for someoneVashti Reads the Update to Andy
第 17 章have your cake and eat itHow Andy and Vashti Met
第 18 章bull in a china shopThe Doctor Reads Andy the Riot Act
第 19 章make or breakAndy Faces His Own Mortality
第 20 章made peace withDo What's in Your Heart
第 21 章wiped outAndy Turns Fear Into Love
第 22 章battle throughAndy's Scan Results and Radiation
再生中 · 第 23 章live with somethingAndy Gets Back to Work
第 24 章draw a line in the sandAndy Gets the Bad Scan Results
第 25 章buy timeDoctors Give Andy Three to Six Months
第 26 章at the end of the dayAndy and Vashti Move House
第 27 章broken like a butterflyAndy Says Goodbye to His Kids