make up lost ground on something
What did you have to catch up on?Be Here Now · 2015 — 第 18 / 27 章 · 2'18" · B2
A sleep-deprived Andy is visited by his oncologist, who — according to Vashti — storms in like "a bull in a China shop" and "read Andy the Riot Act" on his slim chances. Andy asks what the alternative is and gets the blunt answer: "Well, you'll die of lymphoma." They choose to keep going.
Vashti recalls the meeting that nearly broke Andy: their oncologist burst in with registrars like a bull in a china shop and read Andy the riot act, saying his chances were slim and he could even choose to stop. Andy asked what the alternative was and was told he would die of lymphoma. They decided to press on.
注目の表現
roller coastergo with itget caught inspace to process
このシーンの表現
clumsy and rough around people
Vashti says the oncologist barged in like a bull in a china shop, ignoring Andy's state.
He handled the merger like a bull in a china shop.
a wild up-and-down stretch
accept it and move along
become trapped in something
room to take something in
not getting enough sleep
31 行のセリフに 31 件のメモ
make up lost ground on something
What did you have to catch up on?a wild up-and-down stretch
Someone sums up a week of extreme highs and lows for the family.
This is such a roller coaster of a week.accept it and move along
With the illness out of their hands, the family says all they can do is go with it.
And all we can do is go with it.subject clause: All we can do is puts the whole clause in subject position before the bare verb.
And all we can do is go with it.become trapped in something
Vashti describes fighting daily not to be caught in the fear around the illness.
And I'm constantly fighting to not get caught in the terror of it all.Caught in the links into one smooth run.
And I'm constantly fighting to not get caught in the terror of it all.room to take something in
Vashti says she has neither answers nor any space to process them.
But I haven't got any answers and I really haven't got any space to process them.The t in haven't often drops before got.
But I haven't got any answers and I really haven't got any space to process them.whatever happens next
Because I'm trying to process what's coming next with Andy.noun clause: The clause what's coming next works as the object of process.
Because I'm trying to process what's coming next with Andy.term of endearment — Only for a partner or very close person.
-Babe? -[Andy] Terrible.feel very bad
I feel terrible.a lot of pain
I feel so much pain. I don't know what to do.fine with something
Are you okay with Jesse?Want to is often reduced to wanna in fast speech.
I just want to go home.all right, okay — Everyday spoken form of all right.
Alright, I'll be very quick.not getting enough sleep
Vashti recalls Andy was badly sleep deprived and worn out before the news hit.
Andy was really sleep deprived and exhausted and our oncologist basically just stormed in there like a bull in a China shop with a bunch of other registrars around him and read Andy the Riot Act on his chances being slim and it could be a choice if he wanted to just not go ahead.rush in angrily
Andy was really sleep deprived and exhausted and our oncologist basically just stormed in there like a bull in a China shop with a bunch of other registrars around him and read Andy the Riot Act on his chances being slim and it could be a choice if he wanted to just not go ahead.a severe scolding
Andy was really sleep deprived and exhausted and our oncologist basically just stormed in there like a bull in a China shop with a bunch of other registrars around him and read Andy the Riot Act on his chances being slim and it could be a choice if he wanted to just not go ahead.absolute phrase: An absolute phrase adds the reason: his chances were slim.
Andy was really sleep deprived and exhausted and our oncologist basically just stormed in there like a bull in a China shop with a bunch of other registrars around him and read Andy the Riot Act on his chances being slim and it could be a choice if he wanted to just not go ahead.Link bull in a so it runs together like one word.
Andy was really sleep deprived and exhausted and our oncologist basically just stormed in there like a bull in a China shop with a bunch of other registrars around him and read Andy the Riot Act on his chances being slim and it could be a choice if he wanted to just not go ahead.a lot of — Informal quantifier; use several in formal writing.
Andy was really sleep deprived and exhausted and our oncologist basically just stormed in there like a bull in a China shop with a bunch of other registrars around him and read Andy the Riot Act on his chances being slim and it could be a choice if he wanted to just not go ahead.more or less — A filler in speech; keep it out of formal prose.
Andy was really sleep deprived and exhausted and our oncologist basically just stormed in there like a bull in a China shop with a bunch of other registrars around him and read Andy the Riot Act on his chances being slim and it could be a choice if he wanted to just not go ahead.die from an illness
He says, "Well, you'll die of lymphoma."I was like, I said — A casual way to report a reaction; avoid it in writing.
And I'm like, "What?carry on
Then we'll keep going."noun clause: Whatever you choose is the object of support, meaning any choice you make.
I will support whatever you choose.noun clause: The that-clause is the object of choose, naming the path selected.
If you choose that chemo is the way.during the past year
over the last year.more than one can bear
And perhaps that's too much?waiting for news
And deja vu, here we are, waiting for the phone to ring to see what my fate...This is the scene where the medical reality stops being abstract. Vashti describes the oncologist entering "like a bull in a china shop" and delivering the worst news with no cushion — slim chances, and the option to stop treatment altogether. Andy's reply is the whole point: he asks what the alternative is, and when the answer is "you'll die of lymphoma," he says, in effect, then we keep going. What makes it land is that neither of them pretends it's brave. Vashti has already said she has no "space to process" any of it, and Andy says he's "constantly fighting to not get caught in the terror of it all." The scene's strength is that the decision to continue comes down to a single, unglamorous comparison between continuing and dying, and they choose to continue.
And I'm constantly fighting to not get caught in the terror of it all.Fear is treated as something that can pull you under if you let it. He's describing constant effort, not calm.
But I haven't got any answers and I really haven't got any space to process them.The caregiver's brake: too much is coming at her for any of it to be absorbed or answered.
I will support whatever you choose.The decision is framed as Andy's to make, and she won't override it — support without pressure.
I just want to go home.The whole ordeal reduced to one wish. After the medical talk, the only thing he wants is to be home.
I feel so much pain. I don't know what to do.Plain, unfiltered suffering — no plan, no perspective, just pain and the admission of not knowing.
That his chances are slim, that not continuing treatment is an option, and — when Andy asks what the alternative is — that the other path is dying of lymphoma.
Because he burst in with a crowd of registrars and delivered devastating news bluntly. The image captures both the commotion and the lack of care in how it was handled.
Andy does — he asks what the alternative is and, hearing it, chooses to keep going. Vashti makes clear she'll support whatever he picks.
It means to scold or warn someone severely. Here it describes the doctor delivering a harsh, no-comfort summary of Andy's odds.
次のチャプター · 第 19 章make or breakAndy Faces His Own Mortality
第 1 章take it day by dayAndy Shows His Kids the Sword
第 2 章that's how we rollAndy Wins the Role of Spartacus
第 3 章breeze throughAndy Whitfield's Cancer Returns
第 4 章second opinionAndy and Vashti Get a Second Opinion
第 5 章crossroadsAndy and Vashti Face a Crossroads
第 6 章here's the thingAndy Asks Vashti for Support
第 7 章good for someoneAndy Visits an Indian Astrologer
第 8 章go with the flowAndy Learns to Go With the Flow
第 9 章six packAndy Comes Home After Chemo
第 10 章lost my mindAndy's Bad Reaction to Chemo
第 11 章make a differenceAndy's Mum Comes to Help
第 12 章wipe outAndy Toasts Another Year of Adventure
第 13 章on the back burnerAndy's Long Road to Acting
第 14 章the big gunsAndy Mourns His Lost Career
第 15 章broach the subjectAndy Shaves His Hair With the Kids
第 16 章be there for someoneVashti Reads the Update to Andy
第 17 章have your cake and eat itHow Andy and Vashti Met
再生中 · 第 18 章bull in a china shopThe Doctor Reads Andy the Riot Act
第 19 章make or breakAndy Faces His Own Mortality
第 20 章made peace withDo What's in Your Heart
第 21 章wiped outAndy Turns Fear Into Love
第 22 章battle throughAndy's Scan Results and Radiation
第 23 章live with somethingAndy Gets Back to Work
第 24 章draw a line in the sandAndy Gets the Bad Scan Results
第 25 章buy timeDoctors Give Andy Three to Six Months
第 26 章at the end of the dayAndy and Vashti Move House
第 27 章broken like a butterflyAndy Says Goodbye to His Kids