effort put in
I mean, we've all seen it and we love it, so it's kind of nice that we get a chance to finally share it after all the hard work.Be Here Now · 2015 — 第 13 / 27 章 · 3'30" · B2
This chapter is Andy's career story, told as a series of accidents: modelling discovered in a cafe, small TV parts, engineering on the side. Then comes the turn — an unpaid lead role he wants to refuse, and Vashti's question that changes his mind: "What would you rather tell your son?"
Andy traces how he became an actor: spotted by a photographer in a cafe, then a successful model, then small television parts while he kept working as an engineer. When Vashti became pregnant, he decided to set acting aside — and the very next day his agent called with an unpaid lead role. He wanted to refuse it until Vashti asked what he would rather tell their son.
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on the back burnerend upI was likebitch
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set aside for now
With a baby coming and bills to pay, Andy says he will set acting aside for now.
I put my driving lessons on the back burner while I changed jobs.
finally turn out to be
I said, I thought
a vicious slur for a woman
sarcastic, the opposite of great
the main part
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effort put in
I mean, we've all seen it and we love it, so it's kind of nice that we get a chance to finally share it after all the hard work.Kind of is often reduced to kinda in fast speech.
I mean, we've all seen it and we love it, so it's kind of nice that we get a chance to finally share it after all the hard work.somewhat — A casual softener; keep it out of formal writing.
I mean, we've all seen it and we love it, so it's kind of nice that we get a chance to finally share it after all the hard work.noun clause: The where-clause names the place he was aiming for, not a separate sentence.
I finally got to where I wanted to be.a job guidance adviser
I don't remember like a career counselor going, "So what do, you know, what is it you wanna do?"attend university
I don't remember any of that. I just remember someone saying, "You need to go to university.Link Who's your smoothly so it sounds like one word.
And then one day, some girl grabbed me in a cafe and she said, "Who's your agent?"I said, I thought — A casual quotative; too loose for formal speech.
I was like, "I don't have an agent."finally turn out to be
A casual photo ran in a magazine, and Andy ended up a model almost by accident.
And that ended up in a magazine and then I was a model.walked into it
He kind of stepped into modeling, was hugely successful very quickly.at a certain time
And he was at one point the highest used model for Australian TV commercials.quit or abandon
There wasn't enough work to give up my engineering.for a few years
So I balanced it for a couple of years.participle phrase: The participle phrase describes the investors: they are the ones about to arrive.
I've got investors arriving in half an hourbe supposed to: Was supposed to have printed out means it should have been done already, and sounds like blame.
and they're supposed to have publicity material, which your secretarial services was supposed to have printed out.take time away from work
Then I'd take a month off and go to LA and try and get something big.a body-shaming slur — A heavy insult aimed at a woman; never use it.
Do you think I'd go for a skinny bitch like you?kind of — Vague and casual; avoid it in formal writing.
And then Vashti fell pregnant and I sort of realized, "Oh, my god, I've got to provide for everybody now."set aside for now
With a baby coming and bills to pay, Andy says he will set acting aside for now.
and I just thought I'm just gonna put acting on the back burner.going to — Everyday speech; avoid it in formal writing.
and I just thought I'm just gonna put acting on the back burner.the following day
And then literally the next day, my agent rang and said they've got an audition.the main part
His agent calls with the lead role, then adds that it pays nothing, changing everything.
They rang the next day and said, "They've offered you the lead role in this movie.which would you prefer
And then Vashti said, "What would you rather tell your son?present perfect continuous: The continuous form stresses a pursuit that has gone on for years and is still unfinished.
That you didn't do this thing you've been trying to do for years because of moneyTrying to often elides into tryna in rapid speech.
That you didn't do this thing you've been trying to do for years because of moneyspeak to me
You gotta talk to me. Listen, you gotta talk to me.The two t sounds blur together, almost like tal-kda.
You gotta talk to me. Listen, you gotta talk to me.have got to — Spoken shorthand; too casual for formal writing.
You gotta talk to me. Listen, you gotta talk to me.The chapter frames a career as something that mostly happened to Andy rather than being planned. He has no memory of a career counsellor asking what he wanted; what he remembers is being told to go to university and pick something, and a neighbour who was an engineer — the safe path. Acting arrives by chance, after a stranger in a cafe asks for his photograph. The serious decision comes later, when money and family collide. Vashti is pregnant, he has decided to park acting, and then the call offers him a lead role with no pay. His instinct is to say no; what moves him is Vashti's question — 'What would you rather tell your son?' — which reframes the choice as one about the story he wants to live, not the income he needs. The answer, 'So I just did it,' is the chapter's quiet turning point.
This time last year, I was the lead of a big successful American TV series.The contrast the chapter keeps returning to: one year ago he had everything, and now the same voice is telling the story from the other side of illness.
Shoot me if you must, but I beg you, hear what I have to say first.A line from a film clip, but it echoes Andy's own situation: asking to be heard before being judged. The plea is dramatic because the stakes feel real.
You gotta talk to me. Listen, you gotta talk to me.The desperation of someone trying to reach a person who has shut down. It matches the chapter's other fear: not being able to reach the ones you love.
I finally got to where I wanted to be.The summit of the story, stated plainly. Coming before the illness, it makes the later loss of that position heavier.
And then little parts in TV started showing up.How the career actually grew: not a plan but a trickle of small roles. It is the unglamorous middle of a success story.
By accident. A woman in a cafe asked who his agent was, then offered to take his photograph; the picture ended up in a magazine, and he quickly became a successful model.
Because there wasn't enough acting work to live on. He balanced engineering with small TV parts for a couple of years until the roles grew.
The lead role in a movie — but it was unpaid. The offer came the day after he'd decided to put acting aside because Vashti was pregnant, so he first wanted to refuse.
She asked what he would rather tell their son: that he didn't do the thing he'd chased for years because of money, or that he did it anyway. That reframing made him take the role.
次のチャプター · 第 14 章the big gunsAndy Mourns His Lost Career
第 1 章take it day by dayAndy Shows His Kids the Sword
第 2 章that's how we rollAndy Wins the Role of Spartacus
第 3 章breeze throughAndy Whitfield's Cancer Returns
第 4 章second opinionAndy and Vashti Get a Second Opinion
第 5 章crossroadsAndy and Vashti Face a Crossroads
第 6 章here's the thingAndy Asks Vashti for Support
第 7 章good for someoneAndy Visits an Indian Astrologer
第 8 章go with the flowAndy Learns to Go With the Flow
第 9 章six packAndy Comes Home After Chemo
第 10 章lost my mindAndy's Bad Reaction to Chemo
第 11 章make a differenceAndy's Mum Comes to Help
第 12 章wipe outAndy Toasts Another Year of Adventure
再生中 · 第 13 章on the back burnerAndy's Long Road to Acting
第 14 章the big gunsAndy Mourns His Lost Career
第 15 章broach the subjectAndy Shaves His Hair With the Kids
第 16 章be there for someoneVashti Reads the Update to Andy
第 17 章have your cake and eat itHow Andy and Vashti Met
第 18 章bull in a china shopThe Doctor Reads Andy the Riot Act
第 19 章make or breakAndy Faces His Own Mortality
第 20 章made peace withDo What's in Your Heart
第 21 章wiped outAndy Turns Fear Into Love
第 22 章battle throughAndy's Scan Results and Radiation
第 23 章live with somethingAndy Gets Back to Work
第 24 章draw a line in the sandAndy Gets the Bad Scan Results
第 25 章buy timeDoctors Give Andy Three to Six Months
第 26 章at the end of the dayAndy and Vashti Move House
第 27 章broken like a butterflyAndy Says Goodbye to His Kids