usual for a person
So it's normal for your brain, bladder.Be Here Now · 2015 — 第 22 / 27 章 · 3'22" · B2
Andy listens as a doctor walks him through his scans: the smaller black mass in the middle is the lymphoma, and chemo hasn't touched it. The surface story is medical — radiotherapy alone won't cure him. Underneath, Vashti is refusing the verdict: "We just have to battle through this," she says, already planning the next hospital.
A doctor shows Andy his scan results, pointing out his head, arm, spine and bladder before settling on the smaller black mass in the middle: the lumbar lymphoma. When Andy asks if radiotherapy will help, the doctor says it alone won't cure him. Vashti insists they'll fight on, then coaches him through the radiation session.
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radiotherapysciaticarespond to chemotherapythe fuck out of
このシーンの表現
radiation treatment
Vashti relays the doctor's suggestion that Andy consider radiotherapy.
She had radiotherapy on her spine for six weeks.
nerve pain in the leg
react to chemo
extremely hard
the whole way to the bottom
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usual for a person
So it's normal for your brain, bladder.at the center
Right, so the smaller black mass in the middle is the lymphoma.on the whole
How are you feeling in general?slightly improved
I'm feeling a little better from not doing chemotherapy.nearly the same as
But there's pain, almost like sciatica, but not shooting.elliptical clause: The clause after but drops its subject and verb, leaving only not shooting.
But there's pain, almost like sciatica, but not shooting.for some time
When I walk, when I walk for a while,Link for and a together, keeping while light.
When I walk, when I walk for a while,bend down low
I get the sensation that I need to just stop walking and crouch down.reacted to
So giving you radiotherapy alone for lumbar lymphoma that hasn't responded to chemotherapy is not enough.gerund subject: A gerund phrase acts as the subject, so the whole idea is what is not enough.
So giving you radiotherapy alone for lumbar lymphoma that hasn't responded to chemotherapy is not enough.progressively worse
The pain is just getting worse and worse.push through it
We just have to battle through this.extremely hard — Vulgar emphasis only for anger or jokes; never in formal talk.
Zap the fuck out of it.held in check
Get his pain under control and we go somewhere and start treatment somewhere else.die
And I don't believe it's in Andy's or my destiny for him to leave this lifedummy it: It is a placeholder subject; the real subject is the for-phrase that follows.
And I don't believe it's in Andy's or my destiny for him to leave this lifeby instinct
It doesn't feel in my gut but that's how it is.keep in mind
Just think of Jesse and Indi.Got to often reduces to gotta in fast speech.
You've got to get through this.the full distance
Try and breathe all the way down to your little shaky toes.Try and blurs into try'n, with the and almost gone.
Try and breathe all the way down to your little shaky toes.almost finished
You're doing a great job, nearly there.a loving address — Affectionate address; too familiar for strangers.
You can move now, gorgeous.stole a quick kiss
She snuck a kiss in.slipped in secretly — Casual past tense of sneak; rare in formal writing.
She snuck a kiss in.The medical facts are bleak: the lymphoma hasn't responded to chemotherapy, and radiotherapy alone won't be a long-term cure. But the scene isn't really about the diagnosis — it's about who gets to decide what happens next. Andy measures his own body in symptoms, describing pain that builds until he has to crouch down. Vashti refuses that language entirely. "And I don't believe it's in Andy's or my destiny for him to leave this life this early through lymphoma," she says, then turns caretaker, counting him down through the scan and whispering, "You're doing a great job, nearly there." Her optimism isn't naive; it's a strategy. As she puts it, "It doesn't feel in my gut but that's how it is" — she can hold the worst outcome and still keep moving.
And I don't believe it's in Andy's or my destiny for him to leave this lifeVashti refuses the idea that Andy is fated to die young from lymphoma, naming their shared belief out loud even as treatment fails.
We just have to battle through this.Her way of saying there is no plan but endurance — they will keep fighting the illness until they get through it.
Try and breathe all the way down to your little shaky toes.A calm, concrete instruction during radiation: breathe slowly and deeply, all the way to your toes, to stay still and steady.
The pain is just getting worse and worse.Andy's honest report of his own body — the pain keeps increasing, not easing, even after he stops chemo.
It doesn't feel in my gut but that's how it is.Vashti admits her gut says Andy won't die this young, yet she accepts the hard reality in front of her.
Because Andy's lumbar lymphoma hasn't responded to chemotherapy, so radiation by itself won't cure him. The doctor wants another scan and a broader treatment plan, not a single fix.
Not exactly. She says her gut tells her he won't die this young, but she also admits "that's how it is." She is choosing to fight rather than accept the worst outcome early.
It means an instinct or deep feeling rather than a fact. When Vashti says it doesn't feel in her gut, she means her intuition rejects the idea that Andy will die from this.
Kelly is part of the radiation team. As Andy is allowed to move, she sneaks in a kiss; when he asks who that was, the reply is simply "That was Kelly."
No. He describes his pain and how he feels after stopping chemo, but he goes on with the radiation, and Vashti keeps coaching him through the session.
次のチャプター · 第 23 章live with somethingAndy Gets Back to Work
第 1 章take it day by dayAndy Shows His Kids the Sword
第 2 章that's how we rollAndy Wins the Role of Spartacus
第 3 章breeze throughAndy Whitfield's Cancer Returns
第 4 章second opinionAndy and Vashti Get a Second Opinion
第 5 章crossroadsAndy and Vashti Face a Crossroads
第 6 章here's the thingAndy Asks Vashti for Support
第 7 章good for someoneAndy Visits an Indian Astrologer
第 8 章go with the flowAndy Learns to Go With the Flow
第 9 章six packAndy Comes Home After Chemo
第 10 章lost my mindAndy's Bad Reaction to Chemo
第 11 章make a differenceAndy's Mum Comes to Help
第 12 章wipe outAndy Toasts Another Year of Adventure
第 13 章on the back burnerAndy's Long Road to Acting
第 14 章the big gunsAndy Mourns His Lost Career
第 15 章broach the subjectAndy Shaves His Hair With the Kids
第 16 章be there for someoneVashti Reads the Update to Andy
第 17 章have your cake and eat itHow Andy and Vashti Met
第 18 章bull in a china shopThe Doctor Reads Andy the Riot Act
第 19 章make or breakAndy Faces His Own Mortality
第 20 章made peace withDo What's in Your Heart
第 21 章wiped outAndy Turns Fear Into Love
再生中 · 第 22 章battle throughAndy's Scan Results and Radiation
第 23 章live with somethingAndy Gets Back to Work
第 24 章draw a line in the sandAndy Gets the Bad Scan Results
第 25 章buy timeDoctors Give Andy Three to Six Months
第 26 章at the end of the dayAndy and Vashti Move House
第 27 章broken like a butterflyAndy Says Goodbye to His Kids