blow your mind让人震撼到极点

I have so much to tell you. I don't know where to start. I wanna tell you everything about myself, everything you don't know. Do you like these glasses? Crystal. Beautiful. I bought them just for you. There's something about them. Just the simplicity of them. But if you don't like them, if there's even an inkling, even a doubt in your mind... Sometimes during the day I'll just be doing the simplest things. I'll be taking a bath and I'll say to myself: "Heh, I wonder if Jerry's taking a bath right now." And I just hope, you know, you're not drowning or something, heh. I just get really worried about you, like something terrible's gonna happen. And I have these daydreams that I'm out with you at the golf course... ...driving your cart, just driving around. "You need a putter, Jer?" You know? Heh-heh-heh. "Need an iron?" I don't even know how to play golf. I played with my parents once, my dad, but... I love you. I've never told my parents that I love them. They never told me they loved me either, which was fine with me. But I love you. Want some wine? No? Okay. I'm not in the mood to drink either though. But I'm sure in the mood to be alone with you. Why don't we just clear off the table? I was thinking why don't we go upstairs, but that's so predictable. Let's just take everything off the table and do it right here. That would blow your mind. It would blow my mind. I've never done anything like that. I've never even had anybody over for dinner, let alone made love on the table. But I just wanna do that. I just wanna dance. I just wanna, like, put on some Shirelles. I wanna be black. Wouldn't that be insane? God. You know who I wish I was tonight? I wish I was Tina Turner, just dancing through the room.

我有好多话想跟你说。都不知道从哪儿说起。 我想把我的一切都告诉你，那些你还不知道的事。 你喜欢这些杯子吗？水晶的。很漂亮吧。专门给你买的。 它们有点特别。就是那种简简单单的感觉。 但你要是不喜欢，哪怕只有一点点，心里哪怕有一丝犹豫…… 有时候白天，我就做些最简单的事。 我洗澡的时候会对自己说：「嘿，不知道杰里这会儿是不是也在洗澡。」 我就盼着，你知道吧，你别淹着什么的，嘿。 我特别担心你，总觉得会出什么可怕的事。 我总做白日梦，梦见跟你一起在高尔夫球场…… ……开着你的球车，到处转悠。 「你需要推杆吗，杰里？」你懂吧？嘿嘿嘿。 「要铁杆吗？」 我根本不会打高尔夫。就跟爸妈打过一次，跟我爸，可是…… 我爱你。 我从没跟爸妈说过我爱他们。 他们也从没说过爱我，我倒无所谓。 但我爱你。 要喝点酒吗？不要？好吧。 其实我也没心情喝。 但我真的很想跟你单独待着。 咱们干嘛不把桌子清干净？ 我本来想咱们上楼去，可那也太老套了。 干脆把桌上东西都拿走，就在这儿做。 那准会让你目瞪口呆。我也会。这种事我从没干过。 我连请人回家吃饭都没有过，更别说在桌上做爱了。 可我就想那样。我就想跳舞。我就想，放点雪瑞尔乐队的歌。 我想变成黑人。 那是不是特别疯？ 天哪。你知道我今晚希望自己是谁吗？ 我希望自己是蒂娜·特纳，在房间里一路跳着舞。