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Wallace on Being Shy and Egotistical, Explained:self-absorbed

The radio host asks about Wallace's own description of himself — 'a combination of being incredibly shy and being an egomaniac too.' Wallace reframes it: shyness, he says, is really being self-absorbed, 'to the extent that it makes it difficult to be around other people.' After the show, the talk moves to the Mall of America and turns to loneliness.

あらすじ

Wallace and Lipsky arrive in Minneapolis for a radio interview, where the host raises Wallace's line about being 'incredibly shy and being an egomaniac too.' Wallace says shyness is really being self-absorbed and hard to be around. After the show they head to the Mall of America, and the talk turns to writing, loneliness, and what happens when a serious book suddenly sells.

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このシーンの表現

self-absorbed

obsessed with oneself

Asked how shyness and egotism fit together, Wallace argues shyness is really self-focus.

He was too self-absorbed to notice she was upset.

このシーンの他の表現

  • amanuensis

    a literary assistant

  • burst on the scene

    suddenly become prominent

  • get someone back

    take revenge on someone

  • applaud his taste and discernment

    praise his judgment

  • gotta be shit

    must be worthless

このシーンのメモ一覧

88 行のセリフに 24 件のメモ

表現 · B2get someone back

take revenge on someone

Teased on air, Lipsky jokes that he has twenty years to get even.

What? Hey. You do a really mean job with this, Yeah? I got, like, 20 years to get you back.
スラング · A2gonna

going to — Everyday speech; avoid it in formal writing.

You remember that. You're gonna be fine.
表現 · C1burst onto the scene

suddenly become prominent

The host introduces Wallace with the classic line that he has burst onto the literary scene.

My guest today is David Foster Wallace, who has burst on the literary scene...
表現 · C1be self-absorbed

obsessed with oneself

Asked how shyness and egotism fit together, Wallace argues shyness is really self-focus.

I think being shy basically means being self-absorbed...
文法 · B2being shy basically means being self-absorbed

gerund phrases: Both gerund phrases act as nouns, letting two actions be equated like definitions.

I think being shy basically means being self-absorbed...
文法 · C1to the extent that

degree clause: To the extent that measures how far the previous claim goes, spelling out the degree.

to the extent that it makes it difficult to be around other people.
表現 · B1a little bit of both

some of each

Ah. I suppose a little bit of both.
表現 · A2the whole thing

the entire program

I listened to the whole show. It was so interesting. Thanks.
表現 · A2the rest of something

the remaining time

Oh, my gosh. So, you have the rest of the day free.
発音rest of the

Rest of the links together, with of reduced.

Oh, my gosh. So, you have the rest of the day free.
発音comin' at you

The g drops in comin', and at you blurs into one sound.

- This tsunami of stuff just comin' at you. - Right.
スラング · B1nerdy

studious and awkward — Can be self-mocking or mildly insulting.

It's a fairly nerdy book, too, about loneliness.
表現 · B2read hard

read with real effort

You also can expect that someone who's willing to read... and read hard...
表現 · C1speak to someone's nerve endings

touch something deep

speak to their nerve endings a little bit. Mm-hmm.
表現 · B1do someone a favor

do me a kindness

If you quote any of this, by the way, you'd do me a great favor by saying...
表現 · B1sell well

not be commercially successful

When you're used to doing heavy-duty literary stuff that doesn't sell well, being human animals with egos,
文法 · B2that doesn't sell well

relative clause: The relative clause narrows literary stuff to the kind that does not sell.

When you're used to doing heavy-duty literary stuff that doesn't sell well, being human animals with egos,
表現 · C1accommodate something

come to terms with it

you accommodate that fact by the following equation.
発音gotta be

The t in gotta nearly disappears before be.

If something sells really well, gets a lot of attention, it's gotta be shit, right? Right. Of course.
スラング · B2shit

worthless stuff — Crude; fine among friends, never in formal speech.

If something sells really well, gets a lot of attention, it's gotta be shit, right? Right. Of course.
表現 · C1shore oneself up

prop oneself up

Wallace explains that the defense you used while ignored collapses the moment you succeed.

gets a lot of attention, the very mechanism you used to shore yourself up...
スラング · B2screwed

doomed — Spoken for being doomed; keep it out of writing.

It's now part of the darkness nexus when it does, so you're totally screwed.
表現 · B2it's a straight shot

a direct route

I mean, it's a straight shot. Yeah. Of course.
表現 · B1the food court

the mall dining area

Right, just past the food court.

「Wallace on Being Shy and Egotistical」を読み解く

What's really going on

What looks like a friendly radio segment is Wallace dismantling his own image. He is introduced as the writer who 'has burst on the literary scene,' but the moment the host quotes his self-description, he starts taking it apart: shyness, he argues, is just being self-absorbed — 'to the extent that it makes it difficult to be around other people.' When pressed on whether the difficulty is his or theirs, he answers, 'a little bit of both.' The Mall of America section carries the same self-audit into ordinary life: he calls his own novel 'fairly nerdy' and about loneliness, then explains the trap where a book selling well turns into 'part of the darkness nexus.' Admitting you can't win is, for him, the honest position.

Theme

IdentityWallace refuses the flattering label of literary star and redefines himself as self-absorbed, auditing the gap between image and person.
LonelinessHe says his book is 'about loneliness,' written for readers who also have loneliness issues.

このチャプターで学べること

  • Shyness gets redefined as a form of self-focus.
  • A book can be praised and dismissed for the same reason.
  • Selling well can undo the defense you built while ignored.
  • You can't win sums up the no-win literary logic.

発音のポイント

  • rest of the — Rest of the links together, with of reduced.
  • comin' at you — The g drops in comin', and at you blurs into one sound.
  • gotta be — The t in gotta nearly disappears before be.
I think being shy basically means being self-absorbed...

Wallace's counterintuitive definition on air: shyness is not modesty but a self-focus that makes you hard to be around.

All I know is this is absolutely the best I could do between 1992 and 1995.

His standard for the book: not whether it wins awards, but whether it was the best work he could produce in those years.

It's now part of the darkness nexus when it does, so you're totally screwed.

His joke about success: once your book sells well, it joins the commercial machinery you had defined yourself against.

It's a fairly nerdy book, too, about loneliness.

How he describes his own novel to the interviewer: bookish, male, and ultimately about loneliness.

このシーンについての質問

Why does Wallace say shyness means being self-absorbed?

He treats shyness as a form of self-focus so intense that it makes it hard to be around other people, and when asked whether that difficulty is his or theirs, he says it is a little of both.

Why does Wallace refuse to enjoy the good review?

He says he applauds the reviewer's taste but won't pretend the praise changes anything; all he knows is the book was the best he could do between 1992 and 1995, and he would not have been devastated if everyone had hated it.

Why does Wallace say 'you can't win'?

Because a serious writer props himself up by assuming that anything popular must be bad, so if his own book becomes popular, that support breaks down and he is left with nothing.

Who calls Wallace 'a combination of being incredibly shy and being an egomaniac'?

It is Wallace's own earlier description of himself, which the radio host quotes back at him on air, prompting him to explain what he meant by shyness.

Where do Wallace and Lipsky go after the radio interview?

They drive to the Mall of America, where Wallace wants to go, and spend the rest of the day walking and talking about writing, readers, and loneliness.

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