state aid to farming
Then there's a lot of farm support.The End of the Tour · 2015 — 第 7 / 17 章 · 5'03" · B2
David Lipsky breaks the ice by asking David Foster Wallace about his bandanna, and the joke backfires: 'Because now I'm worried it's going to seem intentional,' Wallace says. A harmless accessory becomes a spiral about image, sincerity, and whether he can do anything without it reading as a commercial choice.
On the book tour, David Lipsky asks David Foster Wallace why he wears a bandanna, after hearing people call it a pitch to younger readers. Wallace worries the question has made the bandanna look calculated, then explains it began in Tucson as protection from sweat and became a comfort object. The interview turns personal, then moves to the airport.
注目の表現
get caught up insecurity blanketbrought this upmove in with someone
このシーンの表現
a source of comfort
Wallace says the bandanna became a comfort object he reaches for when he is anxious.
Her phone is a security blanket when she travels alone.
become entangled in
raised a topic
start living with someone
formally ask, in writing
essentially, in practice
97 行のセリフに 32 件のメモ
state aid to farming
Then there's a lot of farm support.become entangled in
Asked why he avoids New York, Wallace says he gets swallowed by the scene there.
Every time I go to New York, I get caught up in this...what's the deal with
So, I gotta ask. What is with the bandanna?What is can blur into one unit, with is reduced.
So, I gotta ask. What is with the bandanna?reach out to
No, people think it's your way of connecting to a younger reading audience.Stress Gen and let Xers stay light and quick.
I don't see many Gen Xers wearing them. Geez.raised a topic
The moment the bandanna comes up, Wallace half jokes that he wishes Lipsky had never raised it.
I kinda wish you hadn't brought this up, man.kind of, sort of — Casual speech only; keep it out of formal talk.
I kinda wish you hadn't brought this up, man.look deliberate
Because now I'm worried it's going to seem intentional.object clause: A clause after worried spells out exactly what the speaker is afraid of.
Because now I'm worried it's going to seem intentional.yield to
because I'm bowing to other people's perception that it's a commercial choice?be seen as
Or do I do what I wanna do even though it's perceived as a commercial choice?want to — Everyday speech; never in writing.
Or do I do what I wanna do even though it's perceived as a commercial choice?The t in gotta nearly disappears before go.
It's like a whole crazy circle I gotta go around in now.extremely hot
In Tucson. It was, like, a hundred degrees all the time.at some time
And then, at some point, I realized I felt better with them on.a source of comfort
Wallace says the bandanna became a comfort object he reaches for when he is anxious.
I know that it's a security blanket for me whenever I feel nervous...time clause: Whenever marks a repeated trigger rather than one single moment.
I know that it's a security blanket for me whenever I feel nervous...hold oneself together
or, like, I gotta keep myself together.break up
When they split up, I moved in with her to SoHo, and my brother moved in with my dad.start living with someone
Explaining his parents' divorce, Lipsky says flatly who each son ended up living with.
When they split up, I moved in with her to SoHo, and my brother moved in with my dad.a split household
What was it like, you know, growing up in a house divided like that?a WWII novel
I think I started a World War II novel when I was nine.oh, come on — Teasing or pushback with friends; not formal.
It was so good, some of my best work. Come on.formally ask, in writing
To block an interview with his parents, Wallace wraps the refusal in mock-official language.
I hereby request that you don't.object to something
And so I would have a problem with that. Mmm, okay.bad, junky — Mild vulgarity; fine with friends, not elders.
Crap jobs? Oh, man.posh, pretentious — Slightly mocking; mostly describes places.
I was a towel boy at this chichi health club.essentially, in practice
Recalling his health-club job, Wallace admits that the grander title amounted to handing out towels.
I was, in effect, a towel boy.be entrusted with
Occasionally trusted with checking people in.past participle phrase: The past participle phrase describes the subject and hides who did the trusting.
Occasionally trusted with checking people in.no way — Vulgar surprise; never in polite company.
I'd been on a rostrum with this guy... Holy shit.The bandanna is a small thing that Wallace cannot leave small. Lipsky asks a light question, and Wallace immediately hears the interview itself: 'now I'm worried it's going to seem intentional,' he says, caught between wearing it and not wearing it. What he describes is the trap of being watched — every ordinary choice becomes a statement once a journalist is in the room. His answer is unusually honest: the bandanna started as a practical fix for sweating in Tucson and became 'a security blanket ... whenever I feel nervous,' not a style or a trademark. That honesty is exactly what the scene tests. When Lipsky turns the questions on Wallace's parents, Wallace draws a line — 'I hereby request that you don't' — reminding us who is in control of the story, and who is only pretending to be.
There's this enormous hiss of egos at various states of inflation and deflation.Wallace's image of New York literary life: a room full of self-important people either puffing themselves up or deflating.
I would perspire so heavily, drip into the electric typewriter.The unglamorous origin of the bandanna: in Tucson's heat he sweated so much it dripped onto his typewriter.
I was, in effect, a towel boy.His blunt summary of a humiliating job at a fancy health club, whatever fancy title it came with.
It's more of a foible, the recognition of a weakness that I'm kind of afraid my head is gonna explode.His defense of the bandanna: not a style or a trademark, but a small admission of a weakness he manages.
Because now the question is out there, any choice he makes — wearing it or not — can be read as intentional. He says it feels like 'a whole crazy circle' he has to go around.
He started wearing it in Tucson, where it was about a hundred degrees and he sweated so much it dripped onto his typewriter. Over time it became a comfort object that helps him stay steady.
He says they are very private people and that he would have a problem with it. He asks Lipsky not to, a plain reminder that he can still decide what goes into the story.
In college he wrote papers for other students and found he could imitate anyone's voice. He calls that ability a little scary, as if he could counterfeit someone else's writing.
次のチャプター · 第 8 章about as sexy asWallace Recalls His Eight Days
第 1 章once in a generationLipsky Pitches the Wallace Story
第 2 章out of respectDave Wallace Doesn't Drink
第 3 章shape the impressionWallace and Lipsky First Meeting
第 4 章channel surfingWallace on Why We Feel Empty
第 5 章comes with the territoryWallace on Why He Isn't Married
第 6 章in a heartbeatDave Wallace Offers Lipsky a Room
再生中 · 第 7 章security blanketLipsky Asks About the Bandanna
第 8 章about as sexy asWallace Recalls His Eight Days
第 9 章all downhill from hereWallace Reads at The Hungry Mind
第 10 章make eyes at someoneWallace Calls Lipsky's Girlfriend
第 11 章self-absorbedWallace on Being Shy and Egotistical
第 12 章come on to someoneWallace Tells Lipsky to Stay Away
第 13 章fauxWallace and Lipsky's Parking Lot Fight
第 14 章sleepwalk throughWallace Fears Liking the Attention
第 15 章autobiographicalLipsky Asks Wallace About Heroin
第 16 章spiritual crisisDavid Foster Wallace on Depression
第 17 章put my foot downWallace Dances at a Baptist Church