这场戏：感恩节饭桌上坦白自己
第 11 章 · 共 19 章 · 4'55"
感恩节饭桌上，马克忽然说这些年一直想 face up to（正视）自己是谁，却怎么也做不到。一句 man's inhumanity to man（人对人的残忍），半是玩笑半是心酸。想聊自我、说心事时，这两句都能用。
❝ 独白 · 6 句 感恩节自白：face up to（正视）自己是谁
face up to 正视、面对come out of 从……里走出来somewhere where they're not 一个自己不在的地方
❝ 独白 · 6 句 把抑郁写进剧本
他坦白自己一周都不开心，转头决定把这份低落喂给角色。
感恩节这天，一家人忙着洗衣、给比尔泡热水澡提神，还摆好火鸡——大家请他坐 head of the table（上座）。吃到一半，马克忽然说起这些年一直想 face up to（正视）自己是谁，却怎么也做不到，想从这一切里走出来。饭桌边还冒出一句 man's inhumanity to man（人对人的残忍），听着像玩笑，其实戳心。几段对话都很口语，聊自我、说心事、饭桌寒暄时能直接用。
A1–C2 是欧标等级。点一个等级后，比它高的卡片会变淡，播放到那里不会自动暂停。
“I wanna come out of all of this stuff.”
我想从这一切里走出来。
一句大白话的自白，把想逃离眼前生活的心情说得又重又真。
I wanna come out of all of this.
朋友深夜诉苦、说自己想换种活法时能用，别对正求助的人敷衍地说。
I wanna get out of all this. ／ I want out of all of this.
口语
come out of 连读，重音落 come，末尾 stuff 轻轻收住。
After ten years in this job, I wanna come out of all of this. 干这行十年了，我想从这一切里走出来。
“But then, don't most people want to be somewhere where they're not?”
可说回来，大多数人不都想去一个自己不在的地方吗？
一个反问把个人的不安摊成所有人的通病，接着前一句分量立刻变重。
don't most people want to be somewhere else?
聊人生迷茫、聊想搬走想换城市时能用，别在别人正难过时拿来下结论。
don't we all want to be somewhere else? ／ isn't that true of most people?
中性
But then 稍停，don't most 连读，句尾 not 上扬。
On a bad day, don't most of us want to be somewhere we are not? 心情差的时候，我们大多数人不都想去一个自己不在的地方吗？
“You can't make up an idea by yourself.”
你没法凭空想出一个点子。
一句话顶回去，把点子全靠自己的幻想戳破，短促有力。
you can't do something by yourself.
争论原创、成就归功时能用，对还在得意的人说，别拿来泼冷水伤人。
you can't invent an idea on your own. ／ no idea comes from you alone.
中性
can't make up 连读，重音落 idea，by yourself 轻快带过。
You can't build a style by yourself; you borrow and change. 风格不是自己凭空造出来的，你得借鉴、再改。
“For years, I've been trying to face up to who I am and shit like that.”
这些年我一直想正视自己到底是个什么样的人，诸如此类。
把一段漫长的自我拉扯讲成一句大白话：不是不想面对，是一直没做到。
For years, I've been trying to face up to ...
对信得过的人坦白自己的长期挣扎时用；带粗话尾巴，正式场合只用 face up to 那半句。
I've spent years trying to face who I am. ／ I've been trying to own up to it for years.
口语
For years 稍顿，face up to 连读，and shit like that 轻快收尾。
For years, I've been trying to face up to my fear of speaking up. 这些年我一直想正视自己不敢开口的毛病。
For years, I've been trying to face up to who I am and shit like that. But I can't. I don't know why, man. It's like I know where I wanna be and what I wanna do, so I don't know. I wanna come out of all of this stuff. He wants to be somewhere where he's not. But then, don't most people want to be somewhere where they're not?
这些年我一直想正视自己是谁，还有诸如此类的事。 可我做不到。我也不知道为什么，哥们儿。 就好像我知道自己想去哪儿、想干什么，可我就是不知道。 我想从这一切里走出来。 他想去一个自己不在的地方。 可说回来，大多数人不都想去一个自己不在的地方吗？
I've really been unhappy probably at least for a good week... and it just got worse. I decided to use it to my advantage... and just start working on Northwestern. It's gonna be a long, tough road writing this script... but I'm taking my depression into Dawn's character...
我已经很不开心的，大概至少有一整个星期了…… 而且越来越糟。 我决定把它利用起来…… 然后就开始写《西北》。 写这个剧本会是条又长又难的路…… 但我要把自己的抑郁写进道恩这个角色里……
下一章 · 12let a day go by任由时光溜走这场戏：拍片一拖就是六年意思是正视、面对，多指面对自己不愿承认的事实。戏里马克说这些年一直想 face up to 自己是谁，却怎么也做不到。
说 head of the table。感恩节饭桌上，大家让比尔坐 head of the table，也就是请他坐最尊贵的位置。
不是骂人，是一句书面语，意思是人对人的残忍。戏里有人一边给比尔洗衣服一边这么说，半是自嘲半是感慨。
rip off 指抄、剽窃，带贬义；borrow 只是借用，可以是正当的。戏里两人为一段旋律是不是 rip off 黑色安息日争了起来。
用来加重语气，表示「到底、究竟」，常带不耐烦或惊讶。像 What the hell you have to say 就是「你到底有啥说的」。
