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Everything you need before watchingIn a Boston cafe, Sacha Pfeiffer and Mike Rezendes sit down separately with two survivors of clergy abuse. The talk starts small: muffins, notes, a child's name that must stay out of the paper. Then both reporters push past polite words. Molest is not enough; they need the specific acts. One man remembers a priest who arrived like God. Another remembers ice cream melting down his arm while he froze. The interviews are quiet, precise, and almost unbearable.
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Sacha PfeifferGlobe reporter
迈
Mike RezendesGlobe reporter
乔
Joesurvivor
帕
Patricksurvivor
Chapters
21 parts · AI-cut01Baron Meets Robinson新上司见面先谈裁员不谈球B22'14"02First Meeting Geoghan有人第一天就想把教会告上法庭B22'40"03MacLeish Shitty Cases律师把儿童案子说成很难打C11'56"04Garabedian First Visit有人说教会是按世纪来想问题C12'22"05Cardinal Law Meeting权势人物请客时劝你别单独硬刚C11'46"06Saviano Tells SNAP信仰被夺走的过程从头讲清C14'20"07Cafe Survivor Interviews有人逼你把伤害说得足够具体C17'17"08MacLeish No Paper Trail和解协议把一切都按进私下调解C11'55"09Takes A Village有人说伤害孩子得整座城一起沉默C11'47"10Sipe Six Percent有人用百分比把丑闻算成规模C13'42"11Eighty-Seven Names档案室里人名对上才知道有多少B21'42"12Parking Lot Ultimatum有人拿两篇稿逼你交出名单C11'35"13Go After The System上司要你打制度不打单个人C11'47"14Springfield Hearing法庭上有人禁止你点名那位领导C11'59"15Sealed Docs Are Public有人告诉你封存文件其实已经公开C13'05"16Get On The Same Page校友会把捂事说成大家先统一口径C12'36"17Proof Versus Rush铁证在手仍有人坚持不能抢发C12'52"18How It Happens熟人劝酒时把整座城的沉默说圆C12'12"19Six Weeks To Publish胜诉之后仍有人要求先把全貌写完C13'30"20Where Were You有人问你明明都知道为何现在才来C12'10"21Why We Do This截稿夜里有人追问自己为何来晚C14'30"
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00:02
Ms. Pfeiffer? Joe?
法伊弗女士？乔？
00:03
Hi. Oh, shoot .
嗨。哦，糟糕。
00:04
Oh, that's okay. Sorry.
哦，没关系。抱歉。
00:05
No, no problem . Please sit.
不，没事。请坐。
00:07
Thank you.
谢谢。
00:08
Is this table okay?
这张桌子行吗？
00:09
This is perfect.
这儿挺好。
00:11
I had a muffin while I was waiting.
等你的时候我吃了块玛芬。
00:14
Two, actually.
其实是两块。
00:16
I eat when I'm nervous . I do that, too, actually.
我一紧张就吃。我其实也这样。
00:19
I hope I'm not late. Phil told me 1:00.
希望我没迟到。菲尔跟我说是一点。
00:23
No, you're fine. I got here early .
不，你没事。我来早了。
00:26
About an hour.
大概一个小时。
00:30
Um, would you mind if I took some notes ? Would that be all right ?
嗯，我记点笔记可以吗？这样行吗？
00:38
You don't mind if I take some notes, do you?
我做点笔记，你不介意吧？
00:41
Are you going to use my name? MITCH: No.
你们会用我的真名吗？加拉本迪安：不会。
00:44
Not if you don't want me to . No.
你不愿意就不会用。不会。
00:46
I just had a kid.
我刚有了个孩子。
00:49
He's only one, but I'm not sure I want him to know about this.
他才一岁，但我不确定想不想让他知道这件事。
00:52
Sure. I get that.
当然。我理解。
00:53
You can stop this interview at any time , Patrick.
你随时可以停掉这次采访，帕特里克。
00:56
All right? Okay.
好吗？好。
01:00
Go ahead with your notes.
笔记你记吧。
01:02
Okay. So, um...
好。那么，嗯……
01:06
Where'd you live when it first happened?
事情刚发生时你住哪儿？
01:09
In the projects, over in Hyde Park.
廉租房，海德公园那边。
01:12
Over by the Stop & Shop?
斯托普超市附近？
01:14
Yeah, you know it?
对，你知道？
01:16
Yeah, I drove a cab for a few years.
知道，我开过几年出租车。
01:18
Open early. Bad coffee, right?
开门早。咖啡难喝，对吧？
01:21
Yeah, I guess.
嗯，差不多。
01:24
How old were you when it happened?
事情发生时你多大？
01:27
I was 12.
我十二岁。
01:30
Just after my dad killed himself.
就在我爸自杀之后。
01:32
Ah, jeez.
唉，天哪。
01:34
He was a real piece of shit .
他真是个烂人。
01:36
And my mom, she wasn't so stable either.
我妈也一样，她也不太稳。
01:39
How do you mean? I mean, she was nuts .
怎么说？我是说，她有精神病。
01:41
She was a schizophrenic. Same shit.
她是精神分裂症。还是那回事。
01:47
When did you first meet Geoghan?
你第一次见到吉根是什么时候？
01:49
Well, my sister,
嗯，我姐姐，
01:52
she saw him over in the Dunkin' Do nuts .
她在唐恩都乐那儿看见他。
01:54
Tells him about my old man passing, and he rushed right over .
跟他说了我爸去世，他就立刻赶过来了。
01:57
And there was this nun, Sister Barbara,
还有个修女，芭芭拉修女，
01:59
and she ran this group for kids from troubled families.
她给问题家庭的孩子办了个小组。
02:01
Mmm-hmm.
嗯。
02:03
Where was that?
在哪儿？
02:04
St. Ambrose in Dorchester. Okay.
多切斯特的圣安布罗斯。好。
02:08
She's the one who introduced me to Father Shanley.
就是她把我介绍给尚利神父的。
02:12
He was a street priest.
他是个街头神父。
02:14
Long hair. Very hip.
长头发。特潮。
02:17
He invited me to his apartment in Back Bay.
他请我去他后湾的公寓。
02:19
Where in Back Bay? Beacon Street.
后湾哪儿？比肯街。
02:22
Beacon. Okay.
比肯。好。
02:24
Are you from here?
你是本地人吗？
02:26
Uh, no. I grew up in Ohio, but my mom's from Southie.
呃，不是。我在俄亥俄长大，但我妈是南波士顿的。
02:28
Okay, so you get it. I'd never even seen Back Bay.
好，那你懂的。我连后湾都没见过。
02:34
So what happened on that first visit, Joe?
那第一次去，发生了什么，乔？
02:37
Well, he was very nice at first,
嗯，一开始他对我很好，
02:39
very funny, very casual.
很风趣，很随便。
02:42
And I think he could tell I was gay,
我觉得他看出来我是同性恋，
02:45
so he showed me this mobile he had, like, over a baby's crib?
所以给我看他那个床铃，就是挂在婴儿床上那种？
02:49
Mmm-hmm.
嗯。
02:50
But with different words.
但上面写的词不一样。
02:52
"Homosexual, transsexual, bisexual."
「同性恋、变性、双性恋。」
02:55
Okay, and did you know you were gay at that time, Joe?
好，那时候你知道自己是同性恋吗，乔？
02:58
Yeah.
对。
03:00
But that wasn't information I was sharing with anybody.
但那不是我会跟任何人说的事。
03:02
Not in Dorchester.
在多切斯特不会。
03:05
Okay.
好。
03:06
So, what happened after he showed you the mobile?
那他给你看完床铃之后呢？
03:10
Well, I was a little freaked out .
嗯，我当时有点慌。
03:11
Mmm-hmm.
嗯。
03:12
I think he could tell,
我觉得他看出来了，
03:15
so he said, "You know what'll help is if we play strip poker."
所以他说：「你知道什么有用吗，咱们玩脱衣扑克。」
03:20
Course I lost.
我当然输了。
03:23
And, uh, things went on from there.
然后，呃，事情就那样继续下去了。
03:27
Can you tell me specifically what happened?
你能具体告诉我发生了什么吗？
03:31
Specifically, he...
具体地说，他……
03:33
He molested me.
他骚扰了我。
03:38
Joe, I think that the language is going to be so important here.
乔，我觉得用词在这儿会非常重要。
03:42
We can't sanitize this. Just saying "molest" isn't enough.
这件事不能洗干净。光说「骚扰」不够。
03:45
People need to know what actually happened.
人们需要知道实际发生了什么。
03:51
We should probably get these to go . (CLEARS THROAT) Right.
这些大概得打包带走。（清了清嗓子）对。
03:54
Geoghan shows up, and my mom, you know, she's...
吉根出现了，我妈，你知道，她……
03:58
She's thrilled. I mean...
她高兴坏了。我是说……
04:00
This was like God showing up, you know?
这就像上帝现身了，懂吗？
04:03
Sure. Right.
当然。对。
04:04
So what happened then?
后来呢？
04:08
You really want to hear this shit ?
你真想听这摊破事？
04:10
Yeah. Yeah, Patrick, I do.
想。想，帕特里克，我想听。
04:21
He offers to take me to get ice cream.
他提出带我去买冰淇淋。
04:23
And, you know, he's a priest. I'm a kid, so I go.
而且，你知道，他是神父。我是小孩，所以我就去了。
04:27
Sure. So we're driving home and he...
当然。所以我们开车回家，然后他……
04:33
He starts patting my leg,
他开始拍我的腿，
04:37
you know, then
然后，你知道，
04:40
his hand just slides right up, and he grabs my dick.
手就直接往上滑，抓住了我的鸡巴。
04:46
You know, I just froze up . I was fucking petrified , I couldn't move.
你知道，我就冻住了。我他妈吓傻了，动不了。
04:51
I didn't know what to do. I was just a little kid.
我不知道该怎么办。我当时只是个小孩。
04:56
Yeah.
对。
05:02
You know, I never even touched my ice cream.
你知道，我连冰淇淋都没碰过。
05:04
It just melted down my arm.
它就那么化下来，顺着胳膊流。
05:13
Did you, um...
那你，嗯……
05:16
Did you see him again after that?
那之后你还见过他吗？
05:23
Yeah.
对。
05:28
All right. That's good. Let's stop there for now .
好。这样就行。咱们先停在这儿。
05:32
Sure.
好。
05:33
He said it was a way to make me more comfortable with my body.
他说这是让我对自己身体更自在的办法。
05:36
Mmm.
嗯。
05:38
So what happened after that?
那之后呢？
05:40
Well, he took off his clothes, and he said,
嗯，他脱掉衣服，然后说，
05:42
"I've been so depressed,"
「我一直很抑郁，」
05:44
"but maybe you can cheer me up and give me a blow job."
「但也许你能让我开心一下，给我口交。」
05:46
Classy guy.
真够体面。
05:50
And did you? Yeah.
那你做了吗？做了。
05:53
I know what you must be thinking, like, why would I ever do that
我知道你在想什么，比如，我怎么会去做那种事
05:56
to some creepy guy who's 30 years older than me, but...
对一个比我大三十岁的恶心男人，可是……
05:59
What you have to understand is that this is the first time in my life
你得明白，那是我这辈子第一次
06:02
that someone told me that it was okay to be gay. Mmm-hmm.
有人告诉我，做同性恋没关系。嗯。
06:05
And it was a priest. Right.
而且那人是神父。对。
06:08
So you had oral sex. Did you have intercourse?
所以你们有口交。有性交吗？
06:13
Yes.
有。
06:14
Not then, but later.
不是当时，是后来。
06:17
It really messed me up .
这件事把我搞得很惨。
06:21
I'm sober now, but that... That was the beginning of it all.
我现在戒了，但那……那就是一切的开始。
06:27
It's very confusing, you know,
这非常让人混乱，你知道，
06:29
to be introduced to sex like that and then...
以那种方式被带进性，然后……
06:33
And then to be attracted to men, it's...
然后又被男人吸引，这……
06:38
I'm sorry. I knew I was gonna do this.
对不起。我就知道我会这样。
06:40
Oh, I'm sorry. Don't be sorry.
哦，对不起。不用抱歉。
06:42
It's okay, Joe. It's okay.
没关系，乔。没关系。
06:45
Of course there is a church right there.
当然啦，那儿就有座教堂。
06:47
And a playground.
还有个游乐场。
06:49
Joe, did you ever try and tell anyone?
乔，你有没有试过告诉别人？
06:52
Like who? A priest?
告诉谁？神父？
06:55
Can I use your phone?
我能用一下你的电话吗？
06:57
Yeah, sure. You know where it is.
可以，当然。你知道在哪儿。
07:00
You can use my name if you want.
你想用我的真名就用。
07:03
Thanks, Patrick.
谢谢，帕特里克。
07:05
Don't thank me, just get these assholes , will you?
别谢我，把这帮混蛋揪出来，行吗？
07:14
He's one of the lucky ones .
他算幸运的。
07:17
He's still alive .
他还活着。
Language points
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shoot
糟糕、哎呀——shit 的委婉说法，轻度懊恼
Hi. Oh, shoot .
嗨。哦，糟糕。
CollocationA2↩ 00:05
no problem
no problem
没问题、没关系
No, no problem . Please sit.
不，没事。请坐。
GrammarA2↩ 00:16
when I'm nervous
时间从句：when 引导习惯发生的时刻，说明一紧张就吃。
I eat when I'm nervous . I do that, too, actually.
我一紧张就吃。我其实也这样。
Pronunciation↩ 00:23
got here early
got 的 t 弹舌，here 轻轻贴上。
No, you're fine. I got here early .
不，你没事。我来早了。
CollocationB1↩ 00:30
would you mind if someone did something
would you mind if someone did something
你介不介意某人做某事
Um, would you mind if I took some notes ? Would that be all right ?
嗯，我记点笔记可以吗？这样行吗？
CollocationA2↩ 00:30
take some notes
take some notes
做些笔记
Um, would you mind if I took some notes ? Would that be all right ?
嗯，我记点笔记可以吗？这样行吗？
CollocationA2↩ 00:30
would that be all right
would that be all right
这样可以吗
Um, would you mind if I took some notes ? Would that be all right ?
嗯，我记点笔记可以吗？这样行吗？
GrammarB1↩ 00:30
would you mind if I took
礼貌虚拟：mind if 后面用过去式 took，不是真过去，是把请求说软。
Um, would you mind if I took some notes ? Would that be all right ?
嗯，我记点笔记可以吗？这样行吗？
Pronunciation↩ 00:30
would you mind
you 弱读成 /jə/，连成 would-yə-mind。
Um, would you mind if I took some notes ? Would that be all right ?
嗯，我记点笔记可以吗？这样行吗？
Pronunciation↩ 00:30
Would that be
that 的 t 在美音里常弹成 /d/。
Um, would you mind if I took some notes ? Would that be all right ?
嗯，我记点笔记可以吗？这样行吗？
GrammarB1↩ 00:38
You don't mind if I take some notes, do you?
反意疑问：前面否定，后面 do you 求对方点头同意。
You don't mind if I take some notes, do you?
我做点笔记，你不介意吧？
GrammarB2↩ 00:44
Not if you don't want me to
条件省略：Not if… 省掉主句，等于我不会用真名，除非你愿意。
Not if you don't want me to . No.
你不愿意就不会用。不会。
CollocationA2↩ 00:53
at any time
at any time
随时、任何时候
You can stop this interview at any time , Patrick.
你随时可以停掉这次采访，帕特里克。
CollocationA2↩ 01:00
go ahead with something
go ahead with something
继续做某事、请开始
Go ahead with your notes.
笔记你记吧。
SlangC1↩ 01:34
piece of shit
烂人、垃圾货——极粗骂人，正式场合绝不用
He was a real piece of shit .
他真是个烂人。
SlangB1↩ 01:39
nuts
疯了、不正常——口语贬义，说精神状态时很伤人
How do you mean? I mean, she was nuts .
怎么说？我是说，她有精神病。
CollocationB1↩ 01:54
rush right over
rush right over
立刻赶过来
Tells him about my old man passing, and he rushed right over .
跟他说了我爸去世，他就立刻赶过来了。
SlangB1↩ 01:54
old man
老爸——口语称父亲，正式说 father
Tells him about my old man passing, and he rushed right over .
跟他说了我爸去世，他就立刻赶过来了。
GrammarB1↩ 02:08
the one who introduced me
定语从句：the one who 用来锁定那个人，后面跟做过的事。
She's the one who introduced me to Father Shanley.
就是她把我介绍给尚利神父的。
CollocationA2↩ 02:26
grow up in a place
grow up in a place
在某地长大
Uh, no. I grew up in Ohio, but my mom's from Southie.
呃，不是。我在俄亥俄长大，但我妈是南波士顿的。
CollocationB1↩ 03:10
freak out
freak out
吓坏了
Well, I was a little freaked out .
嗯，我当时有点慌。
CollocationA2↩ 03:51
get something to go
get something to go
把东西打包带走
We should probably get these to go . (CLEARS THROAT) Right.
这些大概得打包带走。（清了清嗓子）对。
SlangB2↩ 04:08
this shit
这摊破事——用脏话把经历说成脏东西，非正式
You really want to hear this shit ?
你真想听这摊破事？
CollocationB1↩ 04:46
freeze up
freeze up
吓僵、动不了
You know, I just froze up . I was fucking petrified , I couldn't move.
你知道，我就冻住了。我他妈吓傻了，动不了。
Pronunciation↩ 04:46
froze up
重音砸在 froze，up 轻轻收掉。
You know, I just froze up . I was fucking petrified , I couldn't move.
你知道，我就冻住了。我他妈吓傻了，动不了。
Pronunciation↩ 04:46
fucking petrified
两个词都重，像把恐惧钉死。
You know, I just froze up . I was fucking petrified , I couldn't move.
你知道，我就冻住了。我他妈吓傻了，动不了。
SlangC1↩ 04:46
fucking petrified
吓得要死——脏话加强恐惧，熟人之间才说
You know, I just froze up . I was fucking petrified , I couldn't move.
你知道，我就冻住了。我他妈吓傻了，动不了。
CollocationA2↩ 05:28
for now
for now
暂时先这样
All right. That's good. Let's stop there for now .
好。这样就行。咱们先停在这儿。
Pronunciation↩ 05:28
for now
for 弱读 /fər/，now 落下收住。
All right. That's good. Let's stop there for now .
好。这样就行。咱们先停在这儿。
CollocationB1↩ 05:33
comfortable with something
comfortable with something
对某事感到自在
He said it was a way to make me more comfortable with my body.
他说这是让我对自己身体更自在的办法。
CollocationA2↩ 05:44
cheer someone up
cheer someone up
逗某人开心、让人振作
"but maybe you can cheer me up and give me a blow job."
「但也许你能让我开心一下，给我口交。」
CollocationA2↩ 05:59
the first time
the first time
第一次
What you have to understand is that this is the first time in my life
你得明白，那是我这辈子第一次
GrammarB2↩ 05:59
What you have to understand is that
主语从句：What…is that… 把后半句抬成必须听懂的重点。
What you have to understand is that this is the first time in my life
你得明白，那是我这辈子第一次
CollocationB1↩ 06:17
mess someone up
mess someone up
把某人搞垮、弄乱
It really messed me up .
这件事把我搞得很惨。
CollocationA2↩ 06:21
the beginning of something
the beginning of something
某事的开端
I'm sober now, but that... That was the beginning of it all.
我现在戒了，但那……那就是一切的开始。
SlangC1↩ 07:05
assholes
混蛋、王八蛋——骂人很重，公开场合别用
Don't thank me, just get these assholes , will you?
别谢我，把这帮混蛋揪出来，行吗？
CollocationB1↩ 07:14
one of the lucky ones
one of the lucky ones
幸运的人之一
这里 lucky=还活着，不是好运
He's one of the lucky ones .
他算幸运的。
Pronunciation↩ 07:17
still alive
still alive 连成 sti-lalive，ll 贴到 a 上。
He's still alive .
他还活着。
Teaching points
Review right after watchingMy level
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DiscourseB1↩ 00:30
would you mind if
你介不介意我做…
In the scene萨莎采访乔，先征求许可才敢摊开笔记本。
Would you mind if I closed the door?我把门关上可以吗？
In daily life
医院问诊Would you mind if I asked a few more questions?我再多问几个问题可以吗？
above my level
VocabularyC1↩ 03:42
sanitize
把措辞洗干净
In the scene萨莎告诉乔：不能用体面词盖住具体伤害。
Don't sanitize the review. Write what actually broke.别把评测洗干净。把真正坏掉的写出来。
In daily life
改会议纪要If we sanitize the minutes, the board will miss the risk.纪要一洗干净，董事会就看不到风险。
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IdiomB1↩ 03:10
freaked out
吓坏了、慌了
In the scene乔看到神父的床铃后，承认自己当时慌了。
I got a little freaked out when the elevator stalled.电梯卡住时我有点慌。
In daily life
夜里异响The smoke alarm went off and I freaked out.烟感一响，我吓坏了。
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Phrasal verbB1↩ 04:46
froze up
吓僵、动不了
In the scene帕特里克说神父伸手时自己整个人冻住。
I froze up when they asked for a number on the spot.他们当场要数字，我整个人僵住。
In daily life
当众发言The mic went live and she froze up.话筒一开，她愣在那儿。
above my level
IronyB2↩ 05:46
classy guy
真够体面（反话）
In the scene乔转述神父要口交后，萨莎甩一句反讽。
He left her the bill. Classy guy.他把账单扔给她。真够体面。
In daily life
吐槽同事He took credit in the meeting. Classy guy.会上他把功劳揽走。真够体面。
above my level
SwearingC1↩ 01:34
piece of shit
烂人、垃圾货
In the scene帕特里克提起自杀的父亲，用脏话一笔抹掉。
He stole from the tip jar. Real piece of shit.他偷小费罐。真是个烂人。
In daily life
骂黑心商家They sold fake tickets. Piece of shit move.他们卖假票。烂透了。
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SlangB1↩ 01:54
old man
老爸（口语）
In the scene帕特里克说姐姐把父亲去世的事告诉了吉根。
My old man still calls every Sunday.我爸每个周日还打电话。
In daily life
聊家事My old man hates flying, so we took the train.我爸讨厌坐飞机，所以我们改坐火车。
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CollocationA2↩ 03:51
to go
打包带走
In the scene话题变重，萨莎提议把咖啡打包，好换个地方谈。
Two lattes to go, please.两杯拿铁打包，谢谢。
In daily life
咖啡店Can I get this sandwich to go?这个三明治能打包吗？
Golden lines
A great line in its own right — why and how to use it“Um, would you mind if I took some notes? Would that be all right?”
嗯，我记点笔记可以吗？这样行吗？
Why it's great
两句许可叠在一起，把记笔记变成可拒绝的请求。
Pattern
Would you mind if I + 过去式？
When to use
要做可能让对方不舒服的事之前先问。
Similar
Do you mind if I take notes? ／ Is it okay if I write this down?
Register
formal
Shadowing tip
mind if 连读，后半句放慢、上扬求许可。
Use it yourself
会议录音Would you mind if I recorded this call?我把这通电话录下来可以吗？
“We can't sanitize this. Just saying "molest" isn't enough.”
这件事不能洗干净。光说「骚扰」不够。
Why it's great
sanitize 把措辞说成消毒，后半句把空词钉死。
Pattern
We can't sanitize this. Just saying X isn't enough.
When to use
对方想用体面词盖住事实时。
Similar
We can't soften this. ／ A vague word isn't enough.
Register
neutral
Shadowing tip
can't sanitize 咬清，molest 前后略顿。
Use it yourself
改事故报告We can't sanitize the incident. Naming the injury isn't enough.事故不能写得干干净净。只点出伤还不够。
“Don't thank me, just get these assholes, will you?”
别谢我，把这帮混蛋揪出来，行吗？
Why it's great
谢意被当场挡回去，请求变成一句脏的命令。
Pattern
Don't thank me, just + 祈使句, will you?
When to use
不想被感谢、只想对方把事办成时。
Similar
Skip the thanks. Just finish it. ／ Don't thank me. Do the job.
Register
informal
Shadowing tip
Don't thank me 快切，assholes 加重，will you 落下。
Use it yourself
催同事收尾Don't thank me, just file the complaint, will you?别谢我，把投诉交上去，行吗？
Monologue
One character carrying the scene — shadow the whole passage❝ 帕特里克的冰淇淋
He offers to take me to get ice cream. And, you know, he's a priest. I'm a kid, so I go. Sure. So we're driving home and he... He starts patting my leg, you know, then his hand just slides right up, and he grabs my dick. You know, I just froze up. I was fucking petrified, I couldn't move. I didn't know what to do. I was just a little kid. You know, I never even touched my ice cream. It just melted down my arm.
他提出带我去买冰淇淋。 而且，你知道，他是神父。我是小孩，所以我就去了。 当然。所以我们开车回家，然后他…… 他开始拍我的腿， 然后，你知道， 手就直接往上滑，抓住了我的鸡巴。 你知道，我就冻住了。我他妈吓傻了，动不了。 我不知道该怎么办。我当时只是个小孩。 你知道，我连冰淇淋都没碰过。 它就那么化下来，顺着胳膊流。
从请客说到冻住，细节越来越具体，收在融化的冰淇淋上。