the defining role of my life
It was the most important role of my life. Not because of my career...V for Vendetta · 2006 — 第 18 / 25 章 · 5'02" · C1
Valerie's letter tells the whole story of the regime through one life. "Those were the best years of my life," she writes of her years with Ruth, before the war and the new laws took everything. What makes it dangerous is the last line, "I love you," addressed to a stranger who may read it after she is gone.
In her cell, a prisoner reads a letter left by someone who died there before her. Valerie writes about becoming an actress, meeting Ruth, and the years they spent together in a small London flat where she grew roses. Then the war and the new laws arrive, the roses stop, Ruth is taken, and Valerie is taken too. The letter closes by addressing a reader she will never meet.
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the best years of my lifesmelt ofgive a shitI'd rather
このシーンの表現
the happiest period of my life
Valerie looks back on her London years with Ruth as the happiest of her life.
The best years of my life were in that small town.
had the smell of
care at all
I would prefer to
what words actually mean
worth keeping
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the defining role of my life
It was the most important role of my life. Not because of my career...but meaning except: Here but means except, ruling out every other pair of lips.
...I knew I never wanted to kiss any other lips but hers again.a planter on a windowsill
She grew Scarlet Carsons for me in our window box...carried a rose scent
...and our place always smelt of roses.the happiest period of my life
Valerie looks back on her London years with Ruth as the happiest of her life.
Those were the best years of my life.steadily getting worse
But America's war grew worse and worse...gone for good
After that, there were no roses anymore.going to — Everyday speech; too casual for writing.
You're gonna die here.doesn't care at all
Why protect someone who doesn't give a shit about you?a swear meaning care nothing — Crude; never use it in formal settings.
Why protect someone who doesn't give a shit about you?what words actually mean
Valerie recalls watching the meaning of words itself begin to shift.
I remember how the meaning of words began to change.official jargon for civilian losses — Bureaucratic jargon that softens real harm.
How unfamiliar words like "collateral" and "rendition" became frightening...turned dangerous
I remember how "different" became dangerous.hate us this intensely
...why they hate us so much.away doing an errand
They took Ruth while she was out buying food.wept that bitterly
I've never cried so hard in my life.Link cried and so; the stress lands on hard.
I've never cried so hard in my life.emotive should: The should here expresses disbelief that life could end this way.
It seems strange that my life should end in such a terrible place.worth keeping
Valerie calls that fragile inch the only thing in the world worth having.
...and it is the only thing in the world worth having.worth plus gerund: Worth takes a gerund to say something deserves to be kept.
...and it is the only thing in the world worth having.hand it over for nothing
We must never lose it or give it away. We must never let them take it from us.no matter who you are
I hope that, whoever you are, you escape this place.passive infinitive: Be instructed to do means to be ordered to carry something out.
I'm instructed to inform you...The ending of instructed weakens before to.
I'm instructed to inform you...will be put to death
The interrogator reads the sentence in officialese: she is to be executed.
...you are to be executed.be to plus infinitive: Be to do marks an official, arranged future.
...you are to be executed.the point I am making
Do you understand what I'm telling you?a small group on assignment
The interrogator orders a detail of six men to carry out the execution.
Arrange a detail of six men...a small assigned unit — Military and police jargon, rare in daily talk.
Arrange a detail of six men...It's is unstressed; the beat falls on time.
It's time.would prefer to die
...but I'd rather die behind the chemical sheds.fear is gone
Then you have no fear anymore. You're completely free.Link fear and anymore so they run together.
Then you have no fear anymore. You're completely free.The letter works because it never argues. Valerie does not explain the politics that killed her; she describes a life, a career she loved, "the most important role of my life," which turns out to be meeting Ruth. The regime is shown through absence. The roses stop, the words change, and "different" becomes dangerous. "But for three years, I had roses and apologized to no one." That line is the letter's whole case against the state: not that it killed her, but that it made a small, ordinary happiness impossible. Its last move is to turn the reader into a witness and an heir. Valerie admits she will never meet the person holding the letter, then says she loves them anyway, and asks them to keep the one inch of herself the state cannot reach. In a film about a masked man and a bomb, this is the quiet argument underneath.
Those were the best years of my life.Valerie looks back on the time with Ruth in their London flat and calls it the happiest period she ever had.
But for three years, I had roses and apologized to no one.Her summary of the life the state took: brief, but lived on her own terms, without ever apologizing for who she was.
We must never lose it or give it away. We must never let them take it from us.Her charge to the unknown reader: guard the one inch of yourself, the private self the regime cannot own, and never surrender it.
I hope that, whoever you are, you escape this place.The letter's hope is aimed at a stranger, because Valerie knows she will not leave the cell alive.
...and it is the only thing in the world worth having.She describes that one inch of the self as the single thing in life truly worth keeping.
Then you have no fear anymore. You're completely free.Said to the prisoner who refuses to inform, it reframes death as freedom: once nothing can be taken, fear loses its hold.
...but I'd rather die behind the chemical sheds.Valerie's answer to the offer of cooperation: she prefers execution to betraying herself or others.
A prisoner who was held and executed before the events of the film. She leaves a letter hidden in a cell, describing her life with Ruth and her refusal to cooperate with the authorities.
Her letter says she still does not understand why they hated her so much. She and Ruth were targeted for being different, in a regime that made difference dangerous, and Ruth was taken first.
It is the last part of herself that the state cannot reach, described as small and fragile but the only thing worth having. She tells the reader never to lose it or let anyone take it.
She would rather die behind the chemical sheds than give the authorities what they want. For her, keeping herself intact matters more than staying alive.
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