how long have you been
How long you been out here?Breach · 2007 — 第 14 / 20 章 · 2'12" · B1
A father waits in the cold to talk his son out of giving up. On the surface it's a quiet chat about a childhood paper route; underneath, both men are talking about duty and the fear that Eric is only serving to prove something. "So you can't quit, can you?" the father asks — and it isn't really a question.
Eric comes home late and finds his father waiting outside in the cold. He asks whether his dad ever quit anything; the answer is a paper route he abandoned because he hated early mornings. The conversation turns to Eric's grandfather and, finally, to why Eric joined the Bureau at all.
注目の表現
gave upshrugput on yourselfdoing his duty
このシーンの表現
burden yourself with
The father warns his son that he is taking on more blame than he should.
Don't put all the blame on yourself.
quit
lift the shoulders
fulfilling his duty
leave on a deployment
a way to make up for
31 行のセリフに 23 件のメモ
how long have you been
How long you been out here?The have is dropped, so it sounds like you been.
How long you been out here?let yourself in
It's freezing. Why didn't you let yourself in?quit
Asked if he ever quit, the father offers one small example: a paper route.
I think I gave up a paper route once.Gave up a runs together as one sound.
I think I gave up a paper route once.fed up with
He explains the paper route ended because he was tired of getting up so early.
Got tired of waking up so early.a heavy burden on
Well, that's a lot to put on yourself, son.fulfilling his duty
The father defends his own father: he was just a kid doing what he was told.
I mean, he was just a kid doing his duty.child — Casual; rare in formal writing.
I mean, he was just a kid doing his duty.leave on a deployment
He recalls what his father told him the first time he shipped out to sea.
That's what he said to me the first time I shipped out.the first time
That's what he said to me the first time I shipped out.left on a ship — Sailor or soldier talk for leaving.
That's what he said to me the first time I shipped out.kept it plain
He knew I was scared, so he just kept it simple.should have gone
Maybe I should have gone to Annapolis.a way to make up for
The father suggests that joining the Bureau was his son's way of making up for not going to Annapolis.
that your joining the Bureau was an apology for not going to Annapolis, which you never had to do.joining the agency
that your joining the Bureau was an apology for not going to Annapolis, which you never had to do.non-restrictive clause: The which-clause adds that he never actually had to go.
that your joining the Bureau was an apology for not going to Annapolis, which you never had to do.gerund phrase: The gerund turns an action into the subject of the sentence.
that your joining the Bureau was an apology for not going to Annapolis, which you never had to do.the FBI — Jargon; capitalized, it means the FBI.
that your joining the Bureau was an apology for not going to Annapolis, which you never had to do.serve your country
I wanted you to serve your country.can't walk away
So you can't quit, can you?tag question: The tag asks the son to confirm what the father already believes.
So you can't quit, can you?The t in can't is often dropped before quit.
So you can't quit, can you?Most of the talk is about quitting, but the real subject is why Eric can't. His father refuses to let him frame the job as a sacrifice: "your joining the Bureau was an apology for not going to Annapolis, which you never had to do." That single line reframes Eric's whole career as guilt rather than duty. The father isn't proud or disappointed, just honest — he served too, and he knows the difference between doing your job and proving something. When he says "So you can't quit, can you?", it lands less as encouragement than as recognition: he sees the trap his son is in, because he was in it himself.
I think I gave up a paper route once.The father's only example of quitting is almost funny — a childhood paper route — which quietly raises the stakes of what he's really being asked.
He could kill you with those shrugs.Eric's description of his grandfather: a silent shrug could carry more judgment than any lecture.
He knew I was scared, so he just kept it simple.The grandfather understood fear and gave only the shortest pep talk — proof that the family values plain words over speeches.
Get on the boat, do your job, get back home again.The grandfather's advice to a young sailor: no heroics, just the task in front of you and coming home.
I wanted you to serve your country.The father says his wish for Eric was service, not sacrifice, separating the job from the guilt Eric has attached to it.
So you can't quit, can you?His closing line leaves Eric no exit: quitting would betray the duty he claimed to want.
He says he got tired of waking up so early. It's a small, almost comic example, but it lets him admit that even he has quit something before.
He thinks Eric joined the FBI to make up for skipping the Naval Academy he was never required to attend. In other words, the career looks like service but may really be guilt.
Eric is struggling with the job and looking for permission or a model. His father's answer — the paper route — is the only easy exit the older man can offer.
Not exactly. He says he wanted Eric to serve his country, and then points out, 'So you can't quit, can you?' — he seems to accept that Eric is trapped by his own sense of duty.
One piece: get on the boat, do your job, get back home again. The family's idea of heroism is simply doing the task in front of you and returning safely.
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第 1 章riding the deskEric Is Assigned to Watch Hanssen
第 2 章keep an eye onKate Recruits Eric to Spy on Hanssen
第 3 章lapsedHanssen Interrogates His New Assistant
第 4 章wipe off the mapHanssen Explains Why He Stayed
第 5 章turf protectionEric Gets Debriefed on Turf Protection
第 6 章the varsityHanssen Lectures Eric on God and Empire
第 7 章work miraclesKate Explains Why They Picked Eric
第 8 章play the gameHanssen Invites Eric to His Home
第 9 章shoot his mouth offKate Reveals Hanssen Is a Traitor
第 10 章caught in the actEric Learns the Real Story
第 11 章be read inKate Reveals the Mole Was Hanssen
第 12 章insanely loyalHanssen's Letter to the KGB
第 13 章boundariesJuliana Confronts Eric About Hanssen
再生中 · 第 14 章put on yourselfEric Asks His Father About Quitting
第 15 章come out firingHanssen's DIA Meeting Cut Short
第 16 章power playHanssen Dumps His Tail
第 17 章sure as hellEric Confesses He Lied to Hanssen
第 18 章keep 'em straightJuliana Reads Herself Into the Case
第 19 章keep your head on straightEric Questions If It's Worth It
第 20 章at the end of the dayHanssen Pulls a Gun on Eric