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In Kyrgyzstan, Beth was extremely traumatized by those six days, and Tommy was the person who saved them.The Dawn Wall · 2017 — 第 9 / 24 章 · 4'55" · B2
After the marriage ends, Tommy drives to the rim of Yosemite and looks across at El Capitan. "It felt like El Cap was all I had." Instead of sitting with the pain, he chooses the one face nobody has climbed and disappears into it, using an impossible project to crowd out a divorce.
After the six days in Kyrgyzstan, Beth and Tommy grew dependent on each other, but not in the way true love is. When she falls for another man and the divorce is final, Tommy says he is crushed. He drives to the rim of Yosemite Valley, looks across at El Capitan, and decides to lose himself in the unclimbed Dawn Wall.
注目の表現
walk away fromall I hadway too hardgo through
このシーンの表現
plunge into something
His half-joking advice: when heartbroken, throw yourself into an impossible wall.
Throw yourself into the project and stop worrying.
leave something behind
the only thing left
far too difficult
experience a process
immerse yourself in
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deeply shaken by
In Kyrgyzstan, Beth was extremely traumatized by those six days, and Tommy was the person who saved them.a kind of
And so from that, I think a sort of dependency probably developed that isn't necessarily the same thing as true love.identical to
And so from that, I think a sort of dependency probably developed that isn't necessarily the same thing as true love.relative clause: The clause qualifies dependency, warning that it is not the same as love.
And so from that, I think a sort of dependency probably developed that isn't necessarily the same thing as true love.developing feelings for — A tactful way to say someone is falling for another.
Eventually, she started feeling something for somebody else.devastated — Everyday word for being emotionally flattened.
Yeah, I was just crushed.the edge of
I drove to the rim of Yosemite Valley and was looking across at El Capitan.Link like and El so they sound like like-El.
It felt like El Cap was all I had.be capable of doing
I had looked at it a little bit before and knew that it was way too hard, I'd never be able to do it.future in the past: The would-contraction looks forward from a past judgment that he could never manage it.
I had looked at it a little bit before and knew that it was way too hard, I'd never be able to do it.work out
But I was just hurting so bad that I had to figure out a distraction in life.blame or punish yourself
I decided to go up there alone and beat myself up on the Wall as just a way to cope.jam yourself into
Corners that you can wedge your body into.catch hold of
Anything that you could possibly grab onto that would make this wall climbable.fixate on something
Just finding something to obsess about so I wouldn't obsess about my divorce.no room to
When you absorb yourself in some magnificent challenge, there is no space to be thinking about anything else.there be with gerund: No space to be doing says there is literally no room for another thought.
When you absorb yourself in some magnificent challenge, there is no space to be thinking about anything else.Throw yourself links up so the words almost merge.
You know, if you're heartbroken, just throw yourself into an impossible wall.around ten years
She was the only person I had climbed with for, like, ten years.Like before a number is reduced and barely sounded.
She was the only person I had climbed with for, like, ten years.was not real at all
trying to find this elusive thing that probably didn't even exist.hard to pin down — A slightly bookish word for something you cannot grasp.
trying to find this elusive thing that probably didn't even exist.The d in convinced often drops straight into my.
I convinced my dad to come up there and belay me,what the hell — Casual surprise or confusion; milder than what the hell.
What the heck?was not sure at all
I really had my doubts as to whether it was going to be a viable climb.noun clause: The that-clause spells out exactly what he convinced himself of.
But during that period of time, he became convinced that it was somehow possible.a whole year
Tommy spent an entire year swinging around looking for a route up the Dawn Wall,The divorce is the engine of the whole film, and Tommy is unusually plain about it: "My wife has left me." What he does with that grief is the story. He does not rest, talk it out or wait to feel better; he picks the hardest unclimbed face in the world and moves onto it alone. "I couldn't just sit there and feel the pain," he says, and later half-jokes that heartbreak is best cured by throwing yourself into an impossible wall. The Dawn Wall is therefore not just a goal but a coping mechanism, and the film is honest about the difference. The obsession looks heroic from the outside and desperate from the inside, and both readings survive.
My wife has left me.The plain statement of loss that opens the story; no metaphor, just the fact Tommy has to live with.
It felt like El Cap was all I had.Everything else gone, the wall becomes the last thing left to hold on to.
That's why it's called the Dawn Wall.The name explained: a panel of the wall catches the first light each morning.
I couldn't just sit there and feel the pain.The reason for the obsession, stated without dressing it up.
You know, if you're heartbroken, just throw yourself into an impossible wall.The half-joking lesson of the chapter, turning heartbreak into a climbing strategy.
When you absorb yourself in some magnificent challenge, there is no space to be thinking about anything else.Why the climb works as a remedy: total absorption crowds out grief.
She was the only person I had climbed with for, like, ten years.The scale of the loss — not just a partner but a decade of shared climbing.
The film suggests the hostage ordeal created a dependency rather than love, and eventually Beth fell for someone else and chose that relationship over the marriage.
He drove to the rim of Yosemite Valley, looked at El Capitan, and decided to pour himself into the unclimbed Dawn Wall as a distraction from the pain.
Because it demanded everything. A task that hard left no room to think about the divorce, which was exactly what he needed.
His father belayed him in the early days, and the film shows the two of them up on the wall as Tommy begins searching for a route that could work.
次のチャプター · 第 10 章pull for someoneDay Three on the Dawn Wall
第 1 章larger than lifeTommy's Father Toughens Him Up
第 2 章head over heelsTommy Caldwell Wins Snowbird
第 3 章sitting ducksClimbers Taken Hostage in Kyrgyzstan
第 4 章take matters into their own handsTommy Pushes a Captor Off the Cliff
第 5 章on the verge ofTommy Caldwell Attempts the Dawn Wall
第 6 章get back on that horseLife on the Dawn Wall
第 7 章fire someone upTommy Caldwell Cuts Off His Finger
第 8 章grow apartTommy Becomes Mr. El Cap
再生中 · 第 9 章throw yourself intoTommy Climbs Through His Divorce
第 10 章pull for someoneDay Three on the Dawn Wall
第 11 章a far cry fromIce Missiles Hit the Dawn Wall
第 12 章go on faithTommy Tests His New Partner
第 13 章take a tollYears of Grinding on the Wall
第 14 章beat your head against a wallTommy Chooses the Wall Over Love
第 15 章flip the switchTommy Attempts the Great Traverse
第 16 章come togetherTommy Sends Pitch 15
第 17 章momentumThe World Watches Tommy Climb
第 18 章wears you downTommy Climbs in a Circle
第 19 章a new set of eyesTommy Solves the Ridiculous Loop
第 20 章throw in the towelKevin Falls Short on Pitch 15
第 21 章envisionTommy Reaches Wino Tower
第 22 章hold someone backTommy Waits for Kevin
第 23 章the moment of truthBecca and Fitz Arrive at El Cap
第 24 章no way in hellKevin Catches Tommy on the Dawn Wall