to be really into something
Bobby describes his father's love of the blues in one flat sentence.
He was big into the blues, so...A Star Is Born · 2018 — 第 12 / 13 章 · 3'36" · B1
Jack tells Ally about the night he tried to kill himself as a boy, using a belt on the ceiling fan: the fan tore out of the ceiling, and his drunk father never noticed the cut. Later, at home, Ally asks whether a sober Jack still wants to come back to her.
Jack tells Ally a childhood story: his father loved the blues, his brother was away trying to make it, and he was alone with his dad. He took a belt, hung it on the ceiling fan, and tried to end his life; the fan ripped out of the ceiling instead. Later, at home, Ally asks if he will come back after the tour and whether he still wants her sober.
注目の表現
big intodo the deedfuckingbooze
このシーンの表現
to carry out the act
Bobby skips over the heaviest moment with the flat phrase do the deed.
Someone had to do the deed and tell the boss.
to be really into something
a crude intensifier
alcohol, informally
to come out effortlessly
to stay by someone
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to be really into something
Bobby describes his father's love of the blues in one flat sentence.
He was big into the blues, so...Link big into as one run of sound.
He was big into the blues, so...the whole day through
'Cause you gotta figure, it's just me and him all day long.you have to consider
'Cause you gotta figure, it's just me and him all day long.have got to, in speech — A spoken contraction; keep it out of writing.
'Cause you gotta figure, it's just me and him all day long.because, in speech — Spoken shortening of because; write because.
'Cause you gotta figure, it's just me and him all day long.to build a life for oneself
My brother's out there tryin' to make something of himself.to carry out the act
Bobby skips over the heaviest moment with the flat phrase do the deed.
and tried to do the deed.to fall out of
The whole fucking fan came out of the ceiling.Link out of into one sound with a weak of.
The whole fucking fan came out of the ceiling.to be angry about
I was more mad about that than it not working.comparison: More ... than compares two frustrations, the second a negated gerund.
I was more mad about that than it not working.for roughly six months
That fucking fan stayed on the floor for about half a year.to wait for someone
We're both waiting for daddy.to return home
You gonna come home when you're done?with no alcohol in the picture
I wondered, without the booze, if you would want to come home.parenthetical: The phrase without the booze is inserted mid-sentence to isolate the real condition.
I wondered, without the booze, if you would want to come home.In fast speech want to reduces toward wanna.
I wondered, without the booze, if you would want to come home.alcohol, informally — Casual for alcohol; use alcohol in formal talk.
I wondered, without the booze, if you would want to come home.to be with someone
Whatever I want? I wanna be with you.concessive clause: Whatever I want concedes the question before he answers it.
Whatever I want? I wanna be with you.to stay by someone
Jack says he needs to stick with Ally, a plain promise to stay.
I need to stick with you.to come out effortlessly
Jack hands over the song and says it simply fell out of him.
I don't know, it just sort of fell out of me, I guess, and onto this page.The ceiling fan story is told as a joke, and that is the point. Jack says 'I was more mad about that than it not working' — the failed attempt is funny, the cut is what stuck, because the cut was proof and his father was too drunk to see it. 'He didn't even fucking notice,' he repeats, and the repetition is where the hurt lives. The second half answers the first. Ally asks, 'I wondered, without the booze, if you would want to come home,' which is really a question about whether she is loved for herself or because he was drinking when they met. Jack does not dodge it: 'Whatever I want? I wanna be with you.' The last beat turns on a song found in a notebook, something both of them can point to instead of just talking.
I wondered, without the booze, if you would want to come home.Ally is asking the real question under the small talk: now that Jack is not drinking, does he still want the life and the person he found while drinking, or was she part of that old blur?
Whatever I want? I wanna be with you.Jack answers the insecurity directly. She offers him a free choice, and he uses it to pick her, which is as close as the scene gets to a plain declaration.
I was more mad about that than it not working.Jack is saying the failed suicide mattered less to him than the cut it left. The joke lands because it puts the shame on the household rather than on him.
That fucking fan stayed on the floor for about half a year.The punchline of the story. Nobody fixed the fan, and nobody in the house talked about what had happened, which says more about the home than the attempt itself.
It is his way of showing her where he comes from. The story is about a childhood suicide attempt that failed because the fan tore out of the ceiling, and about a drunk father who never noticed the cut.
Because the cut was proof it had happened, and his father still did not see it. The failed attempt mattered less to him than being invisible in his own house, which is the real wound under the joke.
He is leaving for about three weeks, and she keeps asking whether he will come home. She says she wondered, without the booze, if he would want to come home, because they met while he was drinking.
Yes, and Ally says it got worse when they were together. Jack answers that he was not drunk the whole time, but the exchange shows she is still measuring whether he wants her or just the life around her.
A song found in a notebook at home. When asked about hiding love songs, the answer is that it was not hidden, it just came out on the page while they were at home together.
次のチャプター · 第 13 章come with meAlly Asks Jack to Come With Her
第 1 章my kind of placeJack Crashes the Drag Bar
第 2 章the whole pointJackson Meets Ally at the Drag Bar
第 3 章talent comes everywhereJackson Tells Ally She's Talented
第 4 章make itAlly Visits Her Father's House
第 5 章the door's wide openJack Refuses to Wear Ear Plugs
第 6 章on the same pageJackson Confronts Bobby Over the Ranch
第 7 章with a trackAlly's First Recording Session
第 8 章find a portJack Is Found Sleeping in the Grass
第 9 章grab itJack Tells Ally to Grab It
第 10 章put someone downJackson and Ally's Drunken Fight
第 11 章a spot on that stageAlly Wins at the Grammys
再生中 · 第 12 章do the deedJack Tells the Ceiling Fan Story
第 13 章come with meAlly Asks Jack to Come With Her