no sense of what was going on
up from sideways names the earliest years. The next line asks how those years could be known. The lines do not show who asks.
First thousand years, I didn't know up from sideways.The Man from Earth · 2007 — Chapter 5 of 18 · 3'05" · C1
It opens on a first stretch with no bearings, called an informed guess based on memories. The surface quiz then runs through cold years, lower ground, a coast called France, and oceans known by big waves. Under that, the past has to be told without the words that name it. The last line is "I think I just happened."
Someone describes a first thousand years of not knowing up from sideways, of being chased for not dying, and of learning to join new groups and move on. Questions test the terrain, the word west, and the French coast. Reincarnation is set aside for one lifetime. Oceans show up later, known by big waves. Asked about a mission, the closing line is that it just happened.
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up from sidewaysgot the hang ofwhat is nowretrospective
Phrase of the scene
by chance, not by design
A question about still having a mission comes after maybe I had a mission. God works in mysterious ways follows, and then I think I just happened. The lines do not show if one person says all three.
They want a mission for me, but I tell them I just happened.
no sense of what was going on
finally learn the knack
the name used today
all of it is hindsight
a caveman joke about a club and the bedroom
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no sense of what was going on
up from sideways names the earliest years. The next line asks how those years could be known. The lines do not show who asks.
First thousand years, I didn't know up from sideways.Let the end of didn't touch know without a pause.
First thousand years, I didn't know up from sideways.a guess with some evidence
An informed guess, based on what I've learned in my memories.noun clause: what names the evidence the guess is built on.
An informed guess, based on what I've learned in my memories.can barely remember
Most people can scarcely remember their childhood, but you have memories of that time?the most intense high moments
You know, the high points, the low points, traumas.stay in memory and refuse to leave
They stick in the mind forever.feel a small sharp pang
Put down at 3 or 35, you still feel a twinge.finally learn the knack
got the hang of follows not dying and being chased. It names the knack of joining new groups, not a boast about a long life.
I kept getting chased because I wouldn't die, so I got the hang of joining new groups I found.the sun as it goes down here it stands for west, not scenery
Towards the setting sun.the name used today
what is now marks the French coast in a guess about seeing the British isles. The islands are what was seen. The tone is only suspect.
I suspect I saw the British isles from what is now the French coast.relative clause: that marks the valley as the one left in shadow.
on the other side of an enormous deep valley that was shadowed by the setting sun.become divided from something
This is before they were separated from the continent by rising seas, as glaciers melted.consistent with the textbooks not literally printed; it matches the books
Oh, yeah, into any textbook.memory that already sounds informed
How can I have knowledgeable recall if I didn't have knowledge?conditional clause: if states the gap that makes such recall impossible then.
How can I have knowledgeable recall if I didn't have knowledge?Restore going to in your head, then keep gonna as one beat.
Caveman, you gonna hit me over the head with a club and drag me into the bedroom?check that I understood you
Let me get this straight.the subject being discussed
We're not talking about reincarnation.born into another life another bodily life, not a church conversion
You're not saying that you remember whatever the hell it would be, 200 separate lifetimes, dying and being born again and yada yada?Stress hell and let whatever race ahead.
You're not saying that you remember whatever the hell it would be, 200 separate lifetimes, dying and being born again and yada yada?and so on, skip the rest — Skip the rest with friends, not in formal writing.
You're not saying that you remember whatever the hell it would be, 200 separate lifetimes, dying and being born again and yada yada?succeed in avoiding that route
and again, learn and learn, and somehow, John, you just managed to bypass all the other bodies.only clear when looking back
I can only surmise in retrospect.powerful figures gods above, not literally large men
"There's gotta be some big guys up there.there has to be — Spoken certainty; leave it out of formal prose.
"There's gotta be some big guys up there.reason phrase: for gives the reason he felt guilty, not a goal.
At first I thought there was something wrong with me - maybe I was a bad guy for not dying.whether clause: if means whether, so curse and blessing are both still open.
Then I began to wonder if I was cursed or perhaps blessed.act for reasons people cannot see
God works in mysterious ways.by chance, not by design
A question about still having a mission comes after maybe I had a mission. God works in mysterious ways follows, and then I think I just happened. The lines do not show if one person says all three.
I think I just happened.Stress just and let happened drop away.
I think I just happened.Questions supply modern labels: a late glacial period, the end of the Pleistocene, and west as a word from school. The pictures stay older. Plains lie towards the setting sun. The British Isles are seen from what is now the French coast, across a deep valley shadowed by that sun, before rising seas separate them from the continent. One line asks "How can I have knowledgeable recall if I didn't have knowledge?" Fitting a textbook does not mean those words were known then. Soon after comes "All I can do is integrate my recollections with modern findings." The direct line is "One lifetime." A later stretch says coming back again and again is how learning is supposed to work, and that the other bodies were bypassed. Oceans come much later and are only "Big waves - something else," a surmise in retrospect. Curse, blessing, and a mission are each raised, then "I think I just happened."
Put down at 3 or 35, you still feel a twinge.A slight at age three or at thirty-five still stings. What stays is the emotional hit, not a full record of those early years.
How can I have knowledgeable recall if I didn't have knowledge?The clear story is the problem in this line. Knowledgeable recall is questioned because that knowledge was not there at the time.
All I can do is integrate my recollections with modern findings.Coasts, glaciers, and textbooks are a later fit. Old memories can only be lined up with findings that came afterward.
At first I thought there was something wrong with me - maybe I was a bad guy for not dying.Not dying is first felt as something wrong, perhaps the mark of a bad guy. Curse, blessing, and a mission are not in this line yet.
I think I just happened.It answers the question of whether a mission remains. Chance replaces curse, blessing, and assignment.
The early years are called an informed guess based on memories, right after the question of how those years could be known. Retrospective comes later, once the account is said to fit any textbook and once a line asks how there can be knowledgeable recall without knowledge. Informed guess is the label on those years. Retrospective says the label, and the modern names with it, were added afterward. Soon after, recollections are only integrated with modern findings.
One stretch stops to get this straight: not reincarnation, and not 200 separate lifetimes of dying and being born again. The next line is "One lifetime." Later lines still wonder about coming back again and again and say the other bodies were bypassed, but the direct answer given is one life.
Vast plains are placed to the west. The next line calls west something learned in school. The direction is then given as "Towards the setting sun," something that could be seen rather than a later map term. The French coast is marked in the same way, with "what is now."
Not dying is first taken as something wrong, maybe being a bad guy. Curse or blessing comes next, then a possible mission. A question asks whether that mission is still believed. After "God works in mysterious ways," the line is "I think I just happened."
Oceans were not seen till much later. The question is how an ocean would be known from a lake. The next line is "Big waves - something else," with the limit that this is only a surmise in retrospect.
Up next · Chapter 6You can't go home againJohn's Farewell Talk
Chapter 1itchy feetJohn Gets Itchy Feet
Chapter 2itchy feetJohn Oldman's Farewell Toast
Chapter 3pan outJohn's Caveman Hypothetical
Chapter 4a day overNot a Day Over 900
Watching · Chapter 5just happenedI Just Happened, Not a Mission
Chapter 6You can't go home againJohn's Farewell Talk
Chapter 7almost wish it were trueNever Told the Buddha
Chapter 8no way to disproveNo Way to Disprove John's Story
Chapter 9So much forJohn's Caveman Claim Under Fire
Chapter 10I never saidJohn Says He Is Only Old
Chapter 11survivor's guiltJohn on Dying and Survivor's Guilt
Chapter 12on the ropesWill's Wife Just Died
Chapter 13a touch of senilityJohn Recalls Losing a Man in Brussels
Chapter 14no need of that hypothesisPressing John About the Bible
Chapter 15have something in mindJohn Implies He Was Jesus
Chapter 16the jury is still outSo You Were Jesus
Chapter 17If I said noJohn Won't Confirm He Was Jesus
Chapter 18chasing our tailsJohn's Story Is Called a Hoax