a slight chill
I just got a bit of a chill.All of Us Strangers · 2023 — 第 7 / 15 章 · 2'08" · B1
On the surface it's care: someone comes in soaked and feverish, and the other offers to run a bath. Underneath, it's a confession. "Been thinking about you all week, today," one of them admits, then talks about sex, and the other answers with an old fear of dying for wanting anyone at all.
At Adam's flat in London, one of them comes in drenched and shivering with fever, so the other runs a hot bath, joking that nothing a hot bath couldn't solve. Alone together, the talk turns intimate: one admits he's spent all week thinking about the other, while the other confesses an old fear about desire.
注目の表現
run you a hot bathfuck offeasier said than donethinking about you all week
このシーンの表現
harder in practice than in words
When Harry tells Adam not to be shy, Adam answers that it is easier said than done.
Quitting sugar sounds easy, but it's easier said than done.
draw you a hot bath
an annoyed, joking dismissal
you've been on my mind all week
for a very long stretch of time
hard for you to picture
36 行のセリフに 26 件のメモ
a slight chill
I just got a bit of a chill.was caught in the rain
I just got caught in the rain.Link caught-in-the smoothly; practise it as one unit.
I just got caught in the rain.draw you a hot bath
Harry offers to run Adam a hot bath after he comes in cold and wet.
Well, why don't I run you a hot bath?suggestion: Why don't I plus a verb offers to do something for the other person, gently rather than flatly.
Well, why don't I run you a hot bath?nothing cannot be fixed by
My nan says there's literally nothing a hot bath couldn't solve.grandmother — British and informal; say grandmother in formal settings.
My nan says there's literally nothing a hot bath couldn't solve.push off — Very rude; only among close friends or in real anger.
Fuck off. Who doesn't like baths?be shy around me
You don't need to be shy around me.harder in practice than in words
When Harry tells Adam not to be shy, Adam answers that it is easier said than done.
Yes, that's easier said than done.shut my eyes
Would you like me to close my eyes?bad television
Was thinking about watching crappy TV with you on a Friday night.on a Friday evening
Was thinking about watching crappy TV with you on a Friday night.The t links into watching; try abou-watching as one sound.
Was thinking about watching crappy TV with you on a Friday night.poor quality — Informal and dismissive; avoid it in writing.
Was thinking about watching crappy TV with you on a Friday night.eating takeout
Eating take-away on your sofa.from before my time
Watching all the episodes of Top of the Pops from before I was born.considered something else
Yeah. I thought about something else, too.do not mind which
Or you fuck me. I don't really care which.interested in that here it means interested in that
Are you into that?fine if you are not
It's okay if you're not.for a very long stretch of time
Adam admits he did not enjoy intimacy for a long stretch, for reasons left unspoken.
Well, I wasn't for the longest time, for obvious reasons.The t in wasn't often drops before for; listen for was-n.
Well, I wasn't for the longest time, for obvious reasons.second conditional: The past-tense if clause with would marks an imagined, unreal condition, not a real event.
I thought that if I fucked anybody, I'd die.hard for you to picture
After his confession, Adam tells the younger Harry that it must be hard to picture.
It's probably pretty difficult for you to imagine, isn't it?tag question: The tag isn't it invites agreement and turns the statement into a shared observation.
It's probably pretty difficult for you to imagine, isn't it?The bath is an excuse. Someone is at the door soaked through and burning up, and the offer of hot water lets both of them drop their guard without naming what they want. The real scene is the confession that follows: "Been thinking about you all week, today." The line arrives like a plain fact, then keeps going, from crappy TV and takeaway to sex. What makes it land is the answer it gets. "I thought that if I fucked anybody, I'd die," one of them says, and it reframes the whole exchange: not shyness, not indifference, but a fear learned long before this night. The tenderness is in how the other takes it, no argument, no fix, just "A little." when asked if it's hard to imagine.
My nan says there's literally nothing a hot bath couldn't solve.A grandmother's old saying offered as gentle care: a hot bath fixes almost anything, so let this warm you up.
Yes, that's easier said than done.A soft pushback: it's easy to say "don't be shy," but actually being unguarded is much harder.
I thought that if I fucked anybody, I'd die.An admission of a long-held fear: for years he avoided sex because he believed desire itself could kill him.
Been thinking about you all week, today.A confession delivered as something ordinary: he has been thinking about him every day, and especially today.
He's quoting his nan's old saying. He offers it as comfort, half joking, so the soaked and feverish man at the door feels looked after without making a big deal of it.
It isn't about danger now. Growing up when AIDS made gay desire feel lethal, he believed sex itself would kill him, so he stayed away from it for years.
No. The talk is honest and charged, but it stays a conversation: a hot bath, a confession, and a fear admitted out loud, and then the scene moves on.
He does get there, with "Thought about fucking you." The pauses before it, and the way he checks "Are you into that?" and adds "It's okay if you're not," show he doesn't want to pressure an answer.
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第 1 章vampires at my doorHarry Knocks on Adam's Door
第 2 章over the moonAdam Visits His Parents' Old House
第 3 章not for want of tryingHarry Comes Round to Drink
第 4 章afraid it isAdam Opens Up About His Parents
第 5 章have your cake and eat itAdam Comes Out to His Mum
第 6 章wouldn't know about thatAdam's Mum Recalls His Childhood
再生中 · 第 7 章easier said than doneThe Hot Bath Confession
第 8 章put a name toAdam Feels Like a Stranger at Home
第 9 章grown on meAdam's Dad Apologises for School
第 10 章always on my mindAdam's Christmas with His Parents
第 11 章plot outAdam's Mum Visits Him in Bed
第 12 章tangled up withAdam Tells Harry About His Parents
第 13 章get on with his lifeAdam Returns to His Childhood Home
第 14 章the next best thing toAdam's Parents Tell Him to Let Go
第 15 章get the words outAdam's Parents Say Goodbye at Dinner