what comes next
So, what's next for you?Blue Jay · 2016 — 第 4 / 18 章 · 2'44" · B1
Amanda presses Jim about what's next, and his vague answers — "work stuff's kinda up in the air" — give way to something rawer. Cornered, he admits he lost his job, fought his uncle, and doesn't know what he's doing, then jokes about crying again to survive the moment.
Back at Jim's old house, Amanda asks what he plans to do next — whether he's returning to Tucson, whether he has work. Jim says his job situation is up in the air and admits part of him wants to fix up the house and stay. When Amanda keeps pushing, he breaks down and confesses he lost his job.
注目の表現
up in the airtake the edge offa falling outbeat the shit out of
このシーンの表現
make something less intense
Jim says Amanda's head rubs used to calm him down and ease the tension.
A hot bath can take the edge off a stressful day.
undecided, uncertain
a serious quarrel
beat someone badly
be struggling
interrogate, question closely
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what comes next
So, what's next for you?Up in the air runs together as one smooth phrase.
And work stuff's kinda up in the air.a slight inner feeling
Jim admits that a small part of him was thinking about staying.
I have to admit there's a small part of me as I was sitting...time clause: The as-clause sets the time frame for what he felt.
I have to admit there's a small part of me as I was sitting...repairing it
In the old house and thinking about fixing it up.beginning to think
And I'm starting to think like...only an idea
It's just a thought, i don't...have no plan
-I mean, I've no plan. -I know, I like...interrogate, question closely
Jim feels Amanda is grilling him with one question after another.
Why you grilling me right now?interrogating — Casual, used when someone feels over-questioned.
Why you grilling me right now?concerned for
I guess I'm a little worried about you?Worried about links across the two words.
I guess I'm a little worried about you?worked out
I haven't got it all, figured out.The t in got it flaps, so it sounds like god-it.
I haven't got it all, figured out.a quarrel with
I had a falling out with my uncle who was stealing clients from me and I beat the fuck out of him, okay?relative clause: The who-clause explains why the quarrel with his uncle happened.
I had a falling out with my uncle who was stealing clients from me and I beat the fuck out of him, okay?beat someone badly
I beat the living shit out of him.very hard — Vulgar intensifier, only among close people venting.
I beat the living shit out of him.feel terrible about
It was a really scary moment and I had a crack and I feel awful about it and I'm...nowhere else to turn
So I'm living in Tucson and I don't want to stay there anymore but I don't really know where else to go.struggling
Just having a hard time, so.a habit of mine
-Yeah. -This is a thing with me, all right?make something less intense
Jim says Amanda's head rubs used to calm him down and ease the tension.
And they use to really take the edge off.What starts as polite questions about the future turns into an interrogation Jim can't stand. Amanda means well — "I guess I'm a little worried about you?" — but every follow-up lands as pressure, and Jim snaps: "Why you grilling me right now?" The real answer, once it comes, is a flood of failure he's been hiding: a lost job, a fight with an uncle who stole his clients, and the admission that he "beat the living shit out of him." The house matters because it's the one thing he can still imagine fixing. When Amanda finally says she thinks it's his fault, it isn't blame exactly — it's the old intimacy surfacing, the head rubs that "used to really take the edge off." Both of them are crying, and neither can say what they want.
And work stuff's kinda up in the air.Jim's vague way of saying his job situation is unresolved — the first crack in his upbeat front.
I have to admit there's a small part of me as I was sitting...Jim letting slip that he's imagined staying, an admission he immediately downplays.
I haven't got it all, figured out.His honest admission that he has no plan, which Amanda's questions keep exposing.
So I'm living in Tucson and I don't want to stay there anymore but I don't really know where else to go.The root of his crisis: he's stuck in a place he wants to leave with nowhere else to land.
And they use to really take the edge off.A soft callback to the head rubs Jim used to give her, a gentle way to defuse the tension.
I beat the living shit out of him.The blunt confession of violence, the part of his story he seems least able to explain away.
Amanda, I don't fucking know what I'm doing, okay?The outburst that ends his evasions: he names Amanda directly and admits he's lost.
He doesn't have a plan — his job is up in the air and he's been hiding bigger problems. Her questions feel like an interrogation, and he snaps, asking why she's grilling him.
Jim says his uncle was stealing clients from him, they had a falling out, and he beat the man badly. He calls it a scary moment and says he feels awful about it.
He admits a small part of him wants to stay and repair it, even though he has no plan and nothing lined up. The house is the one future he can still picture.
It's a joke to break the tension. She blames him for making her cry, then reminds him he used to give her the best head rubs, which took the edge off.
次のチャプター · 第 5 章take it personalJelly Beans and the Screaming Boy
第 1 章married toJim and Amanda Reunite Over Coffee
第 2 章footloose and fancy freeJim Reunites with Amanda
第 3 章put a wager onJim and Amanda Bet at Wayne's Store
再生中 · 第 4 章take the edge offJim Breaks Down in the Old House
第 5 章take it personalJelly Beans and the Screaming Boy
第 6 章have a field dayJim and Amanda Find Romance Novels
第 7 章time capsuleJim and Amanda Open a Time Capsule
第 8 章bound toPlaying the Tape From 1994
第 9 章in his own wayAmanda's Anniversary Surprise Dinner
第 10 章tricks left in my sleeveJim and Amanda's Pretend Anniversary
第 11 章don't get me wrongJim and Amanda on the Rooftop
第 12 章on the slyJim and Amanda Play Husband and Wife
第 13 章after all these yearsJim and Amanda Plan an RV Trip
第 14 章phrenologyAmanda's Phrenology Head Rub
第 15 章there was a timeConfessing Under the Stars
第 16 章on my behalfAmanda Talks About the Empty House
第 17 章something aboutAmanda Asks Jim to Kiss Her
第 18 章let something go onAmanda Finds Jim's Old Letter