to have the chance to
I get to ride horses and think a lot. I miss you.Beaches · 1988 — 第 3 / 30 章 · 2'29" · B2
Across years and hundreds of miles, CC and Hillary keep up a friendship by mail. Hillary confesses, 'I go through life thinking everyone's watching me. Are they?' while CC writes from the Bronx that she is on her own, has no agent, and is 'deeply lonely during this festive season.'
CC Bloom and Hillary Whitney write letters to each other over many years. Hillary spends summers at a beach house, rides horses, and says she is tired of being 'proper' and 'well-bred.' CC studies singing in the Bronx, complains about her hair, and jokes that she is now on her own. Their letters carry them from school to college and beyond.
注目の表現
be silly withget sick ofend upfalling apart
このシーンの表現
breaking down or collapsing
Hillary resents her father for ignoring a world that is coming undone.
The old chair is falling apart after years of use.
to joke around with someone
to grow tired of
to finish in some place or state
to lose hope or courage
fully ready
33 行のセリフに 21 件のメモ
to have the chance to
I get to ride horses and think a lot. I miss you.The t in get to flaps into a soft d sound.
I get to ride horses and think a lot. I miss you.to joke around with someone
Hillary misses having someone to joke around with at the beach house.
It's fun to have somebody to be silly with.The to weakens to a quick tuh sound.
It's fun to have somebody to be silly with.weird, odd — Casual, mildly judgmental word for something odd.
So I have to keep taking dancing and singing from Miss Jean Kayton, the freaky, fat vaudeville star.to knock your head
The studio's in the cellar, which means you only graduate when you're tall enough to hit your head on the ceiling.sufficiently tall to do
The studio's in the cellar, which means you only graduate when you're tall enough to hit your head on the ceiling.non-defining relative clause: The which-clause comments on the whole first clause, not just one noun.
The studio's in the cellar, which means you only graduate when you're tall enough to hit your head on the ceiling.to live one's whole life
I go through life thinking everyone's watching me. Are they?a rhyming goodbye — A playful rhyming goodbye, mostly for friends and kids.
See you later, alligator. Cecilia Carol Bloom.to influence something
Dear CC, I've decided to study law and I'm convinced I'll have some effect on the world rather than end up in a mindless woman's club like my Aunt Vesta.to finish up in
Dear CC, I've decided to study law and I'm convinced I'll have some effect on the world rather than end up in a mindless woman's club like my Aunt Vesta.contrast structure: Rather than marks the outcome she rejects in favor of the one she wants.
Dear CC, I've decided to study law and I'm convinced I'll have some effect on the world rather than end up in a mindless woman's club like my Aunt Vesta.by oneself, independent
She moved to Miami. (IMITATES RIMSHOT) I'm on my own now, and I've got a flat, a can of mace and a subscription toVariety, I'm all set.fully ready
With her mother gone, CC lists her new things and declares herself ready.
She moved to Miami. (IMITATES RIMSHOT) I'm on my own now, and I've got a flat, a can of mace and a subscription toVariety, I'm all set.breaking down or collapsing
Hillary resents her father for ignoring a world that is coming undone.
He doesn't understand the whole world's falling apart while he's playing golf.time clause: The while-clause sets the two scenes side by side in time.
He doesn't understand the whole world's falling apart while he's playing golf.to succeed or go well
Sorry my trip east didn't work out, but Dad just wasn't feeling well enough.on the point of doing
I was just about to commit suicide by taking an overdose of Vitamin A when your letter arrived telling me I'm a genius and don't lose heart.to lose hope or courage
CC jokes that a friend's letter telling her not to lose heart rescued her mood.
I was just about to commit suicide by taking an overdose of Vitamin A when your letter arrived telling me I'm a genius and don't lose heart.About to runs together into abou-ta.
I was just about to commit suicide by taking an overdose of Vitamin A when your letter arrived telling me I'm a genius and don't lose heart.The letters do two things at once: they tell the story of two lives and they draw the contrast between them. Hillary grows up inside wealth and manners, and the language she is handed — 'proper,' 'well-bred,' 'cultured' — is exactly what she cannot stand. 'I go through life thinking everyone's watching me. Are they?' she writes, exposing the loneliness inside a life that looks perfect. CC has the opposite problem: no money and no breaks, learning in a cellar studio where, as she jokes, 'you only graduate when you're tall enough to hit your head on the ceiling.' Their letters are where each can say what she cannot say at home, which is why a friendship kept at a distance still holds. The chapter moves from childhood nicknames to adult worries — law school, protest marches, no agent, no work — and the joke about Vitamin A lands because by then both women know what it is to want to give up.
I go through life thinking everyone's watching me. Are they?Hillary's confession of lifelong self-consciousness: she feels judged at every moment and wonders whether the audience she imagines is real.
He doesn't understand the whole world's falling apart while he's playing golf.Her frustration with her father: he keeps playing golf while she believes the larger world is coming apart, and the two cannot see it the same way.
I was just about to commit suicide by taking an overdose of Vitamin A when your letter arrived telling me I'm a genius and don't lose heart.CC's dark joke about almost giving up, lifted by Hillary's letter calling her a genius — the friendship literally keeps her going.
The studio's in the cellar, which means you only graduate when you're tall enough to hit your head on the ceiling.A wry image of the cramped cellar studio: students only 'graduate' once they are tall enough to bump the ceiling.
Two girls from very different backgrounds — CC from the Bronx, Hillary from a wealthy family — who become best friends and stay close through years of letters.
She is tired of the words 'proper,' 'well-bred' and 'cultured,' and of a life where she feels everyone is watching her. She wants to study law and have an effect on the world.
It is her dark, theatrical humor about being broke, agentless and lonely. The joke also shows how much Hillary's letter — calling her a genius — mattered at that low point.
She admits she chose it partly because four generations of Whitney men went there, but mainly because it is co-ed, which suits her wish for a wider life.
She is describing life on her own in the city after Leona moves to Miami — a flat, mace for safety and a magazine subscription are, to her, the whole setup of independence.
次のチャプター · 第 4 章walk out onHillary Walks Into CC's Bar
第 1 章blow a gasketCC Meets Hillary on the Boardwalk
第 2 章pack it inCC Melts Down After Losing the Part
再生中 · 第 3 章falling apartCC and Hillary Grow Up by Letter
第 4 章walk out onHillary Walks Into CC's Bar
第 5 章It just hit meCC Moves Hillary Into Her Apartment
第 6 章Break a legCC Delivers a Singing Telegram
第 7 章fraught with meaningCC Rehearses and Hillary Does Laundry
第 8 章wallpaper your houseCC and Hillary Argue on Christmas
第 9 章in a former lifeCC's Opening Night Party
第 10 章who are you kiddingCC Confesses She Slept With John
第 11 章the show must go onCC and Hillary Drift Apart
第 12 章for richer or poorerCC and John's Impromptu Wedding
第 13 章caught deadHillary Sees CC's Bawdy Show
第 14 章the Spanish InquisitionCC Grills Hillary at Dinner
第 15 章grown apartCC and Hillary Have Their Big Fight
第 16 章get it off your chestLeona Tells CC the Truth
第 17 章long goneJohn Breaks Up With CC
第 18 章get my hands onThe Director Tears CC Apart on Set
第 19 章in the toiletCC and Hillary Make Up
第 20 章get this straightHillary Tells CC She's Pregnant
第 21 章come back from the deadCC Abandons Her Wedding for a Role
第 22 章business is businessCC Directs John in Her Show
第 23 章untellCC Tells Victoria a Bedtime Story
第 24 章moral high horseHillary Collapses at the Office
第 25 章fed up withCC and Hillary Drive to the Beach
第 26 章clothes policeHillary Pushes CC Away
第 27 章land of the livingHillary and CC's Final Fight
第 28 章stretch the truthCC and Hillary Play Cards and Reminisce
第 29 章the wind beneath my wingsCC Signs Hillary Out of the Hospital
第 30 章nothing in the worldCC Asks Victoria to Live With Her