the hand covering a mouth
'No, it was not my hand on my mouth. What, my own hand? No.National Theatre Live: Prima Facie · 2022 — 第 20 / 22 章 · 3'40" · C1
A witness is pushed to admit the hand over her mouth was her own, only to spare someone her sour breath. Underneath, the questions try to turn memory into a lie. She fires back, "What, my own hand?" Then an apology lands, and niceness does what the attack could not.
In court, a woman is cross-examined about a night with Julian: whose hand covered her mouth, and whether she could have screamed. If both wrists were held, the questions argue, no extra hand remained, so the hand must have been hers. She loses the thread, then remembers one hand on both wrists and the other over her mouth and nose. An apology follows, and the questions start again, nicer.
注目の表現
my own handpinned downcatch upas if it were a game
このシーンの表現
be taken in by a trick
She knows the sudden kindness from years of questioning others, and she still falls for it.
The apology was a tactic, and I still fall for it.
What, my own hand? — a denial thrown back, not a claim the hand was hers
held down so the body cannot move
fail to keep up with what is happening
as though it were a game; the subjunctive does not grant that it was one
a run of questions all driving toward the same conclusion
61 行のセリフに 28 件のメモ
the hand covering a mouth
'No, it was not my hand on my mouth. What, my own hand? No.it is possible she did touch it
'It was Julian's hand. My breath? Yes. I might have touched my own mouth, yes.'Let the end of didn't slide into want instead of stopping.
'But no. No, no. That's not what happened. I didn't want to have sex. I felt sick.'that is not the only reason
'not just because my breath was sour from vomiting. No. I remember it very well.'shield him from it
'No, I did not put my hand on my mouth to protect Julian from my sour breath.their point is heading toward this claim
I realise they're trying to say that if Julian had one hand on each of my wrists,conditional clause: If starts their arithmetic: both hands busy, so none left for her mouth.
I realise they're trying to say that if Julian had one hand on each of my wrists,no free hand left for that extra hand means a free hand, not a third limb
then he had no extra hand to cover my mouth.held down so the body cannot move
Once both wrists are counted, the questioning lands on not being pinned down, then adds that she could of course breathe.
I wasn't actually pinned down and, of course, I could breathe.treated as already certain
In fact, the hand on my mouth must have been mine, just saving Julian from my bad vomit breath.Keep have light, and leave the weight on the words beside it.
In fact, the hand on my mouth must have been mine, just saving Julian from my bad vomit breath.in their view she was able to use it
as he suggests, then I could have used it to push Julian away.parenthetical aside: The aside marks the could-have as his claim, not something she grants.
as he suggests, then I could have used it to push Julian away.Keep was his close, and do not stop on the h.
'It was... It was his hand on my mouth.'the most she could manage then
'I tried to push him as best as I could, but he was... No. No.thoughts in a jumble — Spoken panic; too loose for a formal statement.
'No, he was squashing me.' My mind is scrambled.a serious injustice happening to her
I can feel a terrible wrong being done to me right now,a version that suits them better story means a usable account, not a work of fiction
Julian told his lawyer, or did the QC think it was a better storyappositive clause: That fills in what their better story is supposed to contain.
that I put my own hand on my own mouth and therefore, what?at any point while it went on
and I could have taken it away at any stage to... to speak up or push him away.say it aloud instead of staying silent
and I could have taken it away at any stage to... to speak up or push him away.going to, about to — Everyday speech only; keep it out of writing and sworn answers.
I see Adam. I feel like I'm gonna pass out.trying to force her to remember willing is a verb: he is pushing her to remember
Adam is willing me to remember. He knows I am stuck.Stress dare, keep you short, and do not lift it like a real question.
My eyes on Julian now. How dare you? How dare you?forced by others to appear that way
And why am I up here being made to look like a liar?look straight back at someone
Julian won't meet my eye.want something so much it hurts not a bodily pain; a hunger for kindness
I ache for niceness.finish something unpleasant so it is done
I feel so broken I want to go with him, just to get it over with.The cross-examination is a counting trick. Two hands, two wrists: if each wrist takes one hand, nothing is left for a mouth. From that arithmetic the story flips. The hand must have been hers, used only to hide sour breath from Julian. Once it is hers, she could have pushed him away or uncovered her mouth and screamed. Her confusion is treated as proof. She says her mind is messy and "I can't catch up." The questions do not need a new story. They need her to look lost inside the one she already told. Then the tone changes. She has cross-examined victims and still walks toward the kindness: "I fall for it." She aches for niceness and wants to be reeled in. When the questions return, they open with "I understand it was a terribly difficult and confusing night for you." Clarity and collapse sit next to each other.
'But no. No, no. That's not what happened. I didn't want to have sex. I felt sick.'She rejects the version being put to her: the sex was not wanted, and the reason was feeling sick, not a story someone else is building.
'No, I did not put my hand on my mouth to protect Julian from my sour breath.She denies covering her own mouth to spare Julian the smell of vomit. The hand, in her account, was not a courtesy.
Or I could have removed my own hand from my own mouth and just screamed.The suggestion that the hand was hers leads straight here: she could have uncovered her mouth and screamed, so silence gets treated as a choice.
And why am I up here being made to look like a liar?She turns from the hands to where she is standing: she is the one being made to look dishonest.
I feel so broken I want to go with him, just to get it over with.After the apology she is so broken she wants to follow his lead, not because she agrees, but to end the questioning.
I want to be reeled in.She wants the kindness to pull her in, like a line reeling a fish, because niceness is a relief after the attack.
If one hand held each wrist, "he had no extra hand to cover my mouth." The hand is then called hers, "just saving Julian from my bad vomit breath." From there she could have used it to push him away, or taken it off and screamed. Whose hand it was decides whether she was pinned down or mistaken.
Right there in court she remembers Julian held both wrists in one hand, pulled high above her head, and that his other hand was over her mouth and nose. She could barely breathe. That picture answers the claim that no hand was left to cover her mouth.
The QC apologises for making her uncomfortable, and he is nice to her now. Like every victim she has cross-examined, she falls for it. She aches for niceness, feels so broken she wants to go with him just to get it over with, and wants to be reeled in.
The line "As if it were a game" comes right after the claim that it was her own hand and her own mouth. Next come "A game?" and "Like the game of sex at chambers," and then "That's what Julian said?" The dialogue raises the comparison and questions it. It does not mark who is speaking, or whether anyone accepts the comparison.
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第 2 章blood in the waterEnsler Corners the Witness
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第 12 章no armourTessa Enters Court Without Armour
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