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A Hooker And A Body 带着尸体领奖IMDb ↗
领奖他带着妓女和一具尸体到场，人开始失焦
Deconstructing Harry · 1997
CEFR B2IELTS 6.0universityDeathIdentity
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The story so far
Everything you need before watchingHarry brings his son Hilly to Adair to be honored, plus Cookie the hooker and friend Richard. They arrive; Richard is dead. The school offers to cancel; Harry says the body still has a purpose. Then Harry himself goes optically soft—a blur on the dais. Cookie talks him down while he claims he is overdosing on being a terrible person. Watch humiliation played as a focus pull.
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Harry Blockwriter
库
Cookiesex worker
希
HillyHarry's son
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Richarddead friend
Chapters
19 parts · AI-cut01Caught By The Lake湖边偷情还想再加一分钟，家里人已经在喊烤肉B13'52"02Loosely Based On Us她拿枪上门，骂他把两人的事写进小说卖钱B25'27"03You Must Be Mendel嫖妓不算出轨C14'29"04You're Out Of Focus人生对不准焦C16'52"05The Rest Of Your Life前妻说不想让儿子这辈子再看见他B22'28"06Jewish With A Vengeance娶了自己的心理医生，她产后突然虔诚得要命C13'25"07It's Benign医生说英语里最美的话不是我爱你，是没事B22'21"08Getting Married Tomorrow酒桌上她说自己明天要嫁给他的朋友B22'39"09Spiritually Bankrupt灵魂已经破产B13'26"10Short Of Kidnapping儿子不肯去看他领奖，他只好把人绑上车B23'32"11Cold Fish Ex-Wife有人被自己写出来的人训B23'22"12I Can't Love他劝费伊别爱上他，说自己就是那个不会爱的人B23'57"13Illusion Of Permanence他对姐姐说，传统不过是永恒的错觉C13'01"14He Ate Them旧作里有人吃掉家人来藏尸体，姐姐骂他反犹B26'40"15Don't Fuck The Patient出轨只能找病人B26'03"16I Smell Sulfur有人被自己笔下的角色揭穿C14'43"17A Hooker And A Body领奖他带着妓女和一具尸体到场，人开始失焦B25'09"18The House Always Wins地狱里他说来回涨跌，最后总是庄家赢B25'25"19Art Into My Life费伊说他只把艺术放进作品，却不放进生活B25'01"
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00:00
Hilly, did you open the chemistry set?
希利，你是不是把化学实验箱打开了？
00:02
Hey, look. We're almost there .
嘿，看。咱们快到了。
00:03
Hilly. Hilly, wake up. We're almost...
希利。希利，醒醒。咱们快……
00:06
Hilly, wake up.
希利，醒醒。
00:07
We're almost at the university.
快到大学了。
00:09
Your dad's gonna be honored .
你爸要受表彰了。
00:10
You know, limited as my curriculum was .
你知道，尽管我教的那点东西有限。
00:12
Richard, we're there.
理查德，到了。
00:14
Hey, honey. Wake up. We're her... uh-oh.
嘿，亲爱的。醒醒。咱们到……哦不。
00:16
Something's wrong.
不对劲。
00:18
What's the matter?
怎么了？
00:19
I don't know. I don't think he's breathing.
我不知道。我看他不像在呼吸。
00:22
He's dead. He's dead!
他死了。他死了！
00:23
What?!
什么？！
00:24
I can't believe this.
我简直不敢相信。
00:25
I was at the doctor's with him yesterday.
我昨天还陪他去看医生了。
00:27
They said his heart was fine.
他们说他心脏没问题。
00:29
Oh, gee. There's nothing to be scared of , Hilly.
哦，乖。没什么好怕的，希利。
00:32
I'm fine, dad.
我没事，爸。
00:33
Remember I told you death is a natural part of life?
记得我跟你说过吗，死亡是生命自然的一部分？
00:36
You have to embrace them both.
两个你都得拥抱。
00:37
What are we gonna do?
咱们怎么办？
00:39
I don't know. Get back in the car.
我不知道。回车上。
00:41
I don't wanna sit next to him! Uh-uh.
我不想坐他旁边！不要。
00:43
Jus... it's over.
就……完了。
00:47
Welcome to adair university, sir.
欢迎来到阿代尔大学，先生。
00:49
We certainly hope you had a pleasant trip.
希望您一路还愉快。
00:52
Good to see you. Hello. Hello.
见到您真好。您好。您好。
00:54
Would you like some refreshments, perhaps?
要不要来点茶点？
00:56
Is he all right.
他没事吧。
00:58
You got one of them rubber bags?
你们有那种橡胶袋吗？
01:01
What? What?
什么？什么？
01:02
We've made arrangements for the body to be delivered to New York City.
我们已经安排把遗体送回纽约。
01:08
I don't think he has any immediate family , actually.
其实我觉得他没有直系亲属。
01:13
If you prefer, we can call off the proceedings .
如果您愿意，我们可以取消仪式。
01:18
I think, probably that's the best thing.
我觉得，大概那样最好。
01:20
No.
不。
01:21
I do. I...
我愿意。我……
01:22
He'll be all right. He's here for a purpose .
他没事。他来这儿是有目的的。
01:28
You know, I...
你知道，我……
01:30
I'll see that...
我会确保……
01:32
That, uh, he's... he's, you know...
那个，呃，他……他，你知道……
01:35
that the funeral comes off.
葬礼能办成。
01:37
I'll see that he's buried, uh...
我会确保他入土，呃……
01:40
Properly.
体面地。
01:41
I understand.
我明白。
01:45
Underwater.
水底下。
01:46
Poor Richard.
可怜的理查德。
01:47
Oh, Jesus, I... the poor guy!
哦，天哪，我……这可怜的家伙！
01:50
Cookie.
库琪。
01:51
Cookie, cookie...
库琪，库琪……
01:53
I'm not gonna make it. I can't go on.
我撑不下去了。我过不去这关。
01:55
Not if you keep drinking and popping them pills .
你要是一直喝酒、不停吃药，当然过不去。
01:57
Oh, Jesus. I can't believe this.
哦，天哪。我简直不敢相信。
01:59
My old school wants to honor me, I show up with a hooker and a dead body.
母校要表彰我，我却带着个妓女和一具尸体来了。
02:04
You're getting yourself wound up about nothing.
你净为没用的事跟自己较劲。
02:07
Cookie, look at me!
库琪，看我！
02:08
Look! Look! I'm out of focus !
看！看！我失焦了！
02:10
What? You look ok to me.
什么？我看着你挺好的。
02:11
I mean, a little pale, but you're all right.
就是有点苍白，但你没事。
02:13
I'm out of focus . I'm soft.
我失焦了。我发虚。
02:15
You better calm down.
你最好冷静点。
02:16
They're gonna be here any minute. Calm down.
他们随时会到。冷静。
02:18
No, no. It's so humiliating.
不，不。太丢人了。
02:20
They're gonna honor me, and I'm a blob .
他们要表彰我，我却是一团糊。
02:22
You look fine. Don't worry.
你看着挺好。别担心。
02:24
I'll be sitting on the dais eating.
我要坐在主席台上吃东西。
02:26
They'll get seasick. They'll throw up.
他们会晕船。他们会吐。
02:28
Hold my hand. Hold my hand.
握住我的手。握住我的手。
02:30
You drive all the way up here with your son so he can see you get honored , and you're gonna make an ass out of yourself.
你大老远开车带儿子来看你受表彰，结果你要当众出丑。
02:35
But don't you see?
可你不明白吗？
02:37
I'm... I'm a huge blur.
我……我整个人糊成一片。
02:38
You're gonna be all right.
你会没事的。
02:40
Hang in. I'm gonna talk you down .
撑着。我来把你劝下来。
02:42
Now, I have seen all kinds of guys O.D.
听着，什么样过量的人我都见过。
02:44
Heroin, acid , crack . You name it.
海洛因、迷幻药、快克。你能想到的都有。
02:45
I didn't take any of that stuff.
那些东西我都没碰。
02:47
Yeah, but you're a pill-popper .
对，可你是靠吃药过日子的。
02:49
No, that's not what it is, cookie.
不，不是那个，库琪。
02:51
I'm O.D'ing on myself. It's that I'm a shit .
我是对自己过量了。是因为我是个混蛋。
02:54
Have some black coffee.
喝点黑咖啡。
02:55
I don't want any coffee. I don't want anything.
我不要咖啡。我什么都不要。
02:57
I'm a shit .
我是个混蛋。
02:58
Talk to me about something.
跟我说点什么。
02:59
Sports? Yeah. I was a pitcher.
体育？对。我以前是投手。
03:02
When a guy crowded the plate, I used to throw at his head , 'cause I'm the worst person in the world.
有人挤本垒板，我就朝他脑袋扔球，因为我是世界上最烂的人。
03:07
Honey, I've seen worse.
亲爱的，我见过更糟的。
03:09
Who? Who's worse than me?
谁？谁比我更糟？
03:11
Yeah, all right. Maybe Hitler.
行吧。也许希特勒。
03:13
Maybe Hitler, Goering, and Goebbels, but I'm right fourth, right behind them.
也许希特勒、戈林、戈培尔，但我稳排第四，紧跟他们后面。
03:17
Come on, hold my hand.
来，握住我的手。
03:18
Can you feel my hand?
能感觉到我的手吗？
03:20
Yes, it's warm.
能，是热的。
03:21
See? It's just panic.
看吧？就是恐慌。
03:23
You're not a blob .
你不是一团糊。
03:24
I know. I'm gonna get over this.
我知道。我会挺过去的。
03:26
I'm having a panic attack . I have these attacks.
我在恐慌发作。我有这种毛病。
03:29
What sports do you like?
你喜欢什么运动？
03:31
I don't know. I... I like them all.
我不知道。我……我都喜欢。
03:33
I like baseball. I like basketball.
我喜欢棒球。我喜欢篮球。
03:34
I was married to a woman, cookie, who...
我以前娶过一个女人，库琪，她……
03:36
she looked like Max Schmeling.
长得像马克斯·施梅林。
03:38
No, I'm not joking. She was...
不，我没开玩笑。她……
03:42
Uh-oh. All right, it's time.
哦不。好了，到点了。
03:43
I can't get through this without you. I mean that.
没有你我过不了这一关。我是说真的。
03:47
Don't worry about it. Don't worry.
别担心。别担心。
03:48
If you didn't come with me today...
你要是今天没跟我来……
03:50
Don't worry about it.
别担心。
03:51
Come on. Straighten up.
来。挺直。
03:53
I gotta get a tie. I gotta get my tie.
我得去拿领带。我得去拿我的领带。
03:55
All right. Let's go.
好。走吧。
04:00
Are you ready to be immortalized by adair?
准备好被阿代尔载入史册了吗？
04:05
I teach your books.
我教你的书。
04:06
These are some of my literature students.
这些是我的一些文学课学生。
04:08
Yes, we all know all your work, your characters... even the obscure ones.
是的，我们都熟悉你全部作品，你的人物……连冷门的都知道。
04:12
No, no. Good reading is a creative act.
不，不。好的阅读本身就是一种创造。
04:14
So are you working on anything now?
那你现在在写什么？
04:15
Something we can look forward to sinking our teeth into ?
有没有什么让我们盼着好好啃一啃的？
04:18
Actually, I'm in the midst of writing a thing on the devil, who comes and kidnaps a man's one true love and takes her down to hell, and he goes to retrieve her and, you know, since it's hell, I'm able to settle a lot of old scores .
其实，我正在写一个关于魔鬼的东西，魔鬼来把一个男人的真爱绑去地狱，他就去把她抢回来，而且你知道，既然是地狱，我就能把很多旧账都算了。
04:33
Yes.
是。
04:34
Well, what's the man like?
那这个男人是什么样的？
04:36
Uh, it's me thinly disguised .
呃，就是稍加掩饰的我。
04:38
In fact, I don't even think I should disguise it anymore.
其实，我觉得我都不该再掩饰了。
04:42
It's, you know, it's me.
就是，你知道，就是我。
04:44
Uh-huh.
嗯。
04:46
Floor 5.
五楼。
04:47
Subway muggers, aggressive panhandlers, and book critics.
地铁抢劫犯、凶狠的乞丐，还有书评人。
04:52
Right-wing extremists, serial killers, lawyers who appear on television.
右翼极端分子、连环杀手、上电视的律师。
04:58
Floor 7.
七楼。
04:59
Sorry that floor is all filled up.
抱歉，那层已经满了。
05:03
Escaped war criminals, TV evangelists, and the NRA.
在逃战犯、电视布道家，还有全美步枪协会。
05:08
Lowest level.
最底层。
05:10
Everybody off.
都下去。
Language points
Click a card to jump to its moment in the videoPronunciation↩ 00:02
We're almost there
We're 弱成 /wər/，almost 咬清。
Hey, look. We're almost there .
嘿，看。咱们快到了。
Pronunciation↩ 00:09
gonna be honored
going to 缩成 gonna，honored 重音在 hon。
Your dad's gonna be honored .
你爸要受表彰了。
GrammarB2↩ 00:10
limited as my curriculum was
让步倒装：形容词 + as + 句子 = though：课再少，也还是要领奖。
You know, limited as my curriculum was .
你知道，尽管我教的那点东西有限。
Pronunciation↩ 00:19
don't think he's
don't 的 t 常吞，he's 贴在 think 后面。
I don't know. I don't think he's breathing.
我不知道。我看他不像在呼吸。
CollocationA2↩ 00:29
nothing to be scared of
nothing to be scared of
没什么好怕的
Oh, gee. There's nothing to be scared of , Hilly.
哦，乖。没什么好怕的，希利。
CollocationB1↩ 00:33
a natural part of something
a natural part of something
某事自然的一部分
Remember I told you death is a natural part of life?
记得我跟你说过吗，死亡是生命自然的一部分？
CollocationB1↩ 01:02
make arrangements for something
make arrangements for something
安排好某事
We've made arrangements for the body to be delivered to New York City.
我们已经安排把遗体送回纽约。
CollocationB1↩ 01:08
immediate family
immediate family
直系亲属
I don't think he has any immediate family , actually.
其实我觉得他没有直系亲属。
CollocationB1↩ 01:13
call off something
call off something
取消某项活动
这里 proceedings=颁奖典礼
If you prefer, we can call off the proceedings .
如果您愿意，我们可以取消仪式。
GrammarB1↩ 01:13
If you prefer, we can call off the proceedings
真实条件：If + 现在，主句 can：你若愿意，我们就取消。
If you prefer, we can call off the proceedings .
如果您愿意，我们可以取消仪式。
CollocationB1↩ 01:22
be here for a purpose
be here for a purpose
来是有目的的
不是「故意」，是死人还得出席
He'll be all right. He's here for a purpose .
他没事。他来这儿是有目的的。
CollocationB1↩ 01:55
pop pills
pop pills
不停吃药
Not if you keep drinking and popping them pills .
你要是一直喝酒、不停吃药，当然过不去。
SlangB1↩ 01:59
hooker
妓女——粗俗指性工作者，正式场合不用
My old school wants to honor me, I show up with a hooker and a dead body.
母校要表彰我，我却带着个妓女和一具尸体来了。
CollocationB1↩ 02:04
get wound up about something
get wound up about something
为某事紧张激动
You're getting yourself wound up about nothing.
你净为没用的事跟自己较劲。
CollocationB1↩ 02:08
out of focus
out of focus
失焦、不清楚
这里人像糊了，也指自己垮了
Look! Look! I'm out of focus !
看！看！我失焦了！
Pronunciation↩ 02:08
out of focus
out of 常连成 ou-da，of 几乎听不见。
Look! Look! I'm out of focus !
看！看！我失焦了！
SlangB1↩ 02:20
blob
一团糊——贬自己没形状，非正式
They're gonna honor me, and I'm a blob .
他们要表彰我，我却是一团糊。
Pronunciation↩ 02:24
sitting on the
sitting 的 tt 在美音里弹成 /ɾ/。
I'll be sitting on the dais eating.
我要坐在主席台上吃东西。
CollocationB2↩ 02:30
make an ass out of oneself
make an ass out of oneself
当众出丑
You drive all the way up here with your son so he can see you get honored , and you're gonna make an ass out of yourself.
你大老远开车带儿子来看你受表彰，结果你要当众出丑。
GrammarB1↩ 02:30
so he can see you get honored
目的状语：so + 句子表目的：开车来，就是为了让儿子看见。
You drive all the way up here with your son so he can see you get honored , and you're gonna make an ass out of yourself.
你大老远开车带儿子来看你受表彰，结果你要当众出丑。
SlangB1↩ 02:30
ass
蠢货、出丑的人——粗俗口语，正式改说 fool
You drive all the way up here with your son so he can see you get honored , and you're gonna make an ass out of yourself.
你大老远开车带儿子来看你受表彰，结果你要当众出丑。
CollocationB2↩ 02:40
talk someone down
talk someone down
把某人从发作里劝下来
Hang in. I'm gonna talk you down .
撑着。我来把你劝下来。
SlangB2↩ 02:44
crack
快克可卡因——毒品名，中性陈述也刺耳
Heroin, acid , crack . You name it.
海洛因、迷幻药、快克。你能想到的都有。
SlangB2↩ 02:44
acid
迷幻药，LSD——街头叫法，书面写 LSD
Heroin, acid , crack . You name it.
海洛因、迷幻药、快克。你能想到的都有。
SlangB2↩ 02:47
pill-popper
靠吃药过日子的人——贬义，说人滥用药片
Yeah, but you're a pill-popper .
对，可你是靠吃药过日子的。
Pronunciation↩ 02:51
O.D'ing on myself
O.D 两个字母都重，ing 带过。
I'm O.D'ing on myself. It's that I'm a shit .
我是对自己过量了。是因为我是个混蛋。
SlangB1↩ 02:51
shit
混蛋、烂人——极粗自骂，课堂职场绝不用
I'm O.D'ing on myself. It's that I'm a shit .
我是对自己过量了。是因为我是个混蛋。
SlangB2↩ 02:51
O.D'ing
过量——毒品口语气，这里是比喻自己
I'm O.D'ing on myself. It's that I'm a shit .
我是对自己过量了。是因为我是个混蛋。
GrammarB1↩ 03:02
When a guy crowded the plate, I used to throw at his head
used to习惯：When + 过去，used to 表过去反复做的坏习惯。
When a guy crowded the plate, I used to throw at his head , 'cause I'm the worst person in the world.
有人挤本垒板，我就朝他脑袋扔球，因为我是世界上最烂的人。
CollocationB1↩ 03:26
have a panic attack
have a panic attack
恐慌发作
I'm having a panic attack . I have these attacks.
我在恐慌发作。我有这种毛病。
CollocationB1↩ 03:43
get through something
get through something
撑过这件事
I can't get through this without you. I mean that.
没有你我过不了这一关。我是说真的。
CollocationA2↩ 04:15
look forward to something
look forward to something
盼着某事
Something we can look forward to sinking our teeth into ?
有没有什么让我们盼着好好啃一啃的？
CollocationB2↩ 04:15
sink one's teeth into something
sink one's teeth into something
大嚼特嚼、认真啃
这里=盼着拿新作好好读
Something we can look forward to sinking our teeth into ?
有没有什么让我们盼着好好啃一啃的？
Pronunciation↩ 04:15
sinking our teeth
sinking our 连成 sinking-our，our 弱读。
Something we can look forward to sinking our teeth into ?
有没有什么让我们盼着好好啃一啃的？
CollocationB1↩ 04:18
in the midst of doing something
in the midst of doing something
正忙着做某事
Actually, I'm in the midst of writing a thing on the devil, who comes and kidnaps a man's one true love and takes her down to hell, and he goes to retrieve her and, you know, since it's hell, I'm able to settle a lot of old scores .
其实，我正在写一个关于魔鬼的东西，魔鬼来把一个男人的真爱绑去地狱，他就去把她抢回来，而且你知道，既然是地狱，我就能把很多旧账都算了。
CollocationB2↩ 04:18
settle old scores
settle old scores
清算旧账
Actually, I'm in the midst of writing a thing on the devil, who comes and kidnaps a man's one true love and takes her down to hell, and he goes to retrieve her and, you know, since it's hell, I'm able to settle a lot of old scores .
其实，我正在写一个关于魔鬼的东西，魔鬼来把一个男人的真爱绑去地狱，他就去把她抢回来，而且你知道，既然是地狱，我就能把很多旧账都算了。
GrammarB1↩ 04:18
who comes and kidnaps a man's one true love
定语从句：who 管 devil，后面是魔鬼来绑走真爱的情节。
Actually, I'm in the midst of writing a thing on the devil, who comes and kidnaps a man's one true love and takes her down to hell, and he goes to retrieve her and, you know, since it's hell, I'm able to settle a lot of old scores .
其实，我正在写一个关于魔鬼的东西，魔鬼来把一个男人的真爱绑去地狱，他就去把她抢回来，而且你知道，既然是地狱，我就能把很多旧账都算了。
CollocationB2↩ 04:36
thinly disguised
thinly disguised
几乎不加掩饰
Uh, it's me thinly disguised .
呃，就是稍加掩饰的我。
Teaching points
Review right after watchingMy level
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SwearingB1↩ 02:51
i'm a shit
我是个混蛋
In the scene哈里不要咖啡，认定自己烂透了才失焦。
I blew the deadline again. I am the problem, not the calendar.我又把截止日期搞砸了。问题是我，不是日历。
In daily life
劝人收声Don't brand yourself that in front of the intern.别在实习生面前这么骂自己。
above my level
PunB2↩ 02:08
out of focus
失焦，人也垮了
In the scene哈里拉着库琪看：镜头把他拍糊，他当成人格故障。
After three all-nighters, the slides were sharp and the speaker went soft.连熬三个通宵，幻灯片很清楚，发言的人却虚了。
In daily life
加班之后The photo is sharp. The presenter looks like a smear.照片清楚。主讲人看着像一团抹痕。
above my level
IronyB2↩ 01:22
here for a purpose
来是有用的
In the scene理查德已经死了，哈里仍对校方说他没事、得出席。
The empty chair will be fine. We still need it on stage.那张空椅子没事。台上还需要它。
In daily life
硬撑场面The mascot's sick. He's still needed for the photo.吉祥物病了。拍照他还得在。
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IdiomB1↩ 02:04
wound up about
为没事紧张激动
In the scene库琪劝哈里：别为领奖这摊事把自己绕死。
You're getting wound up about a typo in the footer.页脚一个错字，你至于这么较劲。
In daily life
劝同事Don't get wound up about the seating chart.别为座位表跟自己较劲。
above my level
Phrasal verbB2↩ 02:40
talk someone down
把人从发作里劝下来
In the scene库琪握着哈里的手，像劝过量的人那样把他拉回来。
Stay on the line. I can talk you down before the interview.别挂电话。面试前我能把你劝稳。
In daily life
安抚朋友Breathe. Let me talk you down off that email.呼吸。那封邮件先让我把你劝下来。
above my level
IdiomB2↩ 02:30
make an ass out of yourself
当众出丑
In the scene库琪提醒：儿子大老远来看你领奖，你别把自己搞成笑话。
If you interrupt the toast twice, you'll embarrass the whole table.祝酒时插嘴两次，整桌都会难堪。
In daily life
提醒上台Don't ad-lib the toast and trip over the punchline.祝酒别即兴发挥，免得把包袱摔地上。
above my level
IdiomB2↩ 04:15
sink one's teeth into
大啃特啃、认真投入
In the scene文学课学生问哈里：有没有新作让我们盼着好好读。
Give me a messy brief I can really chew on.给我一份乱的简报，让我好好啃。
In daily life
接项目This audit is a file I can really chew on.这次审计这份档案够我好好啃。
above my level
CollocationB2↩ 04:18
settle old scores
清算旧账
In the scene哈里向学生吹新作：既然背景是地狱，就能把仇人一笔笔报复。
The reunion dinner is not the place to cash in old grudges.同学聚会不是把旧怨兑成现金的地方。
In daily life
劝和好Leave the group chat if you only want revenge threads.你要是只想在群里报仇，就退群吧。
Golden lines
A great line in its own right — why and how to use it“My old school wants to honor me, I show up with a hooker and a dead body.”
母校要表彰我，我却带着个妓女和一具尸体来了。
Why it's great
荣誉和丑闻撞在一句里，逗号一切，像给自己写墓志铭。
Pattern
They honor me, I show up with A and B.
When to use
场面本该风光，你却带了最不该带的东西时。
Similar
They invited me. I brought a disaster. ／ I showed up with the worst possible plus-one.
Register
informal
Shadowing tip
honor me 上扬，hooker 和 body 往下砸。
Use it yourself
吐槽出席The firm wants to toast me, I walk in with a lawsuit and a hangover.公司要敬我，我带着官司和宿醉进去。
“I'm O.D'ing on myself. It's that I'm a shit.”
我是对自己过量了。是因为我是个混蛋。
Why it's great
把人格说成毒品：过量的不是药，是他自己。
Pattern
I'm O.D'ing on + 名词. It's that I'm + 骂名.
When to use
承认崩溃不是外界，是自己惹的时。
Similar
I'm drowning in myself. ／ The problem is me.
Register
informal
Shadowing tip
O.D'ing 拉长，shit 收死。
Use it yourself
认错I'm not sick. I'm drowning in my own excuses.我不是病了。我是被自己的借口灌满了。
“Look! Look! I'm out of focus!”
看！看！我失焦了！
Why it's great
三个短拍，把心理崩溃拍成摄影事故。
Pattern
Look! I'm out of focus.
When to use
自己明明垮了、别人还说你没事时。
Similar
I look like a blur. ／ I can't get sharp.
Register
informal
Shadowing tip
两个 Look 同重，focus 往下掉。
Use it yourself
会后崩溃Replay the pitch. I went soft the whole time.回放路演。我全程都发虚。