did something regularly in the past
I used to push him around in a little frilly hat, in a big blue pram called "Queen of the Road".Beautiful Thing · 1996 — 第 10 / 11 章 · 2'59" · B2
A hard-living mother insists she's "been fighting all my life," and across the way a drunk neighbour delivers a rambling awards speech nobody asked for. The two moods collide: real sacrifice in one flat, pure chaos in the other, as the neighbours try to get her down.
Sandra recalls baby photos of Jamie and the years she spent fighting for him, then the scene cuts to a rooftop, where a drunk Leah delivers an awards-acceptance speech to the neighbours below. They try to get her down while she keeps going, praising Mama San and refusing to come inside.
注目の表現
fuck offpack it inmembers of the Academytake a trip
このシーンの表現
to struggle hard for something
Sandra is mocked with the challenge of what she ever fought for.
Parents should fight for their children's future.
a blunt, rude way to tell someone to go away
stop it, British informal
a mock Oscar thank-you, said by a drunk woman
to be high on drugs, slang
a British council housing estate
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did something regularly in the past
I used to push him around in a little frilly hat, in a big blue pram called "Queen of the Road".to wheel someone about
I used to push him around in a little frilly hat, in a big blue pram called "Queen of the Road".to resist facing the truth Here it means his sexuality, and fighting it is refusing to accept himself.
- You're fighting it, hon. - Fighting?for one's whole life
I've been fighting all my life.present perfect continuous: Have been fighting stresses an action that started long ago and still continues.
I've been fighting all my life.I've been runs together and been is barely voiced.
I've been fighting all my life.to bully or single someone out
Kids picking on him. I was there.nonsense; a British vulgar term — British and vulgar; never in formal speech.
Council saying bollocks to benefit, I was there.to discuss something with me
When I had 3p in my purse and an empty fridge, I went robbing for that boy, so don't talk to me about fighting!to go out stealing
When I had 3p in my purse and an empty fridge, I went robbing for that boy, so don't talk to me about fighting!time clause: The when-clause sets the hardest moment first, so the main clause lands harder.
When I had 3p in my purse and an empty fridge, I went robbing for that boy, so don't talk to me about fighting!above everything else
but most of all I'd like to thank one very special person.belonging just as much to another
This award is as much hers as mine.come down and join the fun
Mama San, get on down, honey. Your vibes are shooting through me now.to take something out
Rose! Leah, get your keys out. Hurry up.to be high on drugs, slang
Jamie asks whether Leah has taken drugs, not whether she travelled.
Have you taken, like, a trip, you know?Stress taken and trip; like is only a filler beat.
Have you taken, like, a trip, you know?to be on drugs Not physically on top of anything: she means Leah has taken drugs.
- You're giving me bad vibes, Mama. - She's on something.a rude British term for a foolish woman — Rude but common between people who know each other.
- Get down, you silly cow. - Sandra!stop it, British informal
A tired neighbour orders the noisy crowd to stop.
- Hey, you, pack it in, will you? - Oi, arsehole! Fuck off!The k links straight into off, so it bursts out as one sound.
- Hey, you, pack it in, will you? - Oi, arsehole! Fuck off!that is unnecessary
There's no need for that, you old whore!a vicious insult for a woman — A vicious slur; used only in open fights.
There's no need for that, you old whore!to lower the volume
- Right. - Fucking turn it down!expected or meant to
How am I supposed to sleep with that row going on?be supposed to: Be supposed to in a question often means this makes no sense.
How am I supposed to sleep with that row going on?to leave a place
I'll be glad to get off this bloody estate.The scene sets two kinds of performance side by side. Sandra's monologue is angry but earned: "I've been fighting all my life," she says, and the details — three pence, an empty fridge, going robbing for her son — make the claim literal. Leah's speech is the parody of that feeling, a drunk woman borrowing the language of an awards night to praise her mother. Both are talking about devotion, and both are being watched by neighbours who just want quiet. The comedy and the pain run together, so that when someone finally gets Leah down, the flat estate feels both funny and sad.
I've been fighting all my life.Sandra's summary of her life: not a complaint but a claim to be respected, said to someone she thinks has never struggled.
When I had 3p in my purse and an empty fridge, I went robbing for that boy, so don't talk to me about fighting!Her proof and her warning: real poverty forced her to crime for her child, so she will not be lectured on hardship.
Don't ever let the light leave you, Mama San.A drunk, affectionate line from the rooftop speech, sincere even as it makes no sense to anyone below.
He was the most beautiful baby in Bermondsey.A proud, local boast that anchors her whole story in a specific working-class place.
She is defending a lifetime of sacrifice; when someone questions her, she lists the years of protecting and providing for Jamie, including the times she stole for him.
She has been drinking and turns the night into an awards-ceremony bit, addressing the neighbours and praising her mother, so the others try to talk her down.
It is an informal British way to say stop it or settle down, used here to tell the noisy, drunken neighbour to quieten down.
On and around a London housing estate, with a rooftop speech above and flats below, which gives the whole chapter its cramped, noisy intimacy.
次のチャプター · 第 11 章come down with the last showerSandra Comforts Ste
第 1 章bunk offSandra Catches the Boys Bunking Off
第 2 章get some kipNeighbours Shout Over Leah's Music
第 3 章top and tailJamie and Steven Read in Bed
第 4 章butter wouldn't meltSandra and Jamie Trade Insults
第 5 章stink ofJamie Rubs Lotion on Ste
第 6 章nothing more, nothing lessJamie and Ste Talk in the Heat
第 7 章a leopard never changes its spotsSandra's Party Turns Violent
第 8 章a little bird tells meSandra Teases Ste About Love
第 9 章put two and two togetherJamie Comes Out to His Mum
再生中 · 第 10 章fight forLeah's Drunk Award Speech
第 11 章come down with the last showerSandra Comforts Ste