She slept with Leo Brockman, never having been to bed with anyone before but her husband,

Why would you want to hear my story?

Meanwhile, I divorced Jessica, moved downtown and gave up.

Stupid beyond all comprehension, but you'll never survive here. You got nothing going for you. Zero. Zilch.

Now, from the beginning...

I've gone over it again and again and again in my head

We used to meet each other constantly once or twice a week.